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ihavenothingleft

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Jul 30, 2023
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I feel down tbh. I have changed nearly everything in my life. I'm now on an antidepressant and I still get off days. It's awful
 
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Neon Grave

Neon Grave

AuDHD, trying my best.
Apr 6, 2023
42
I'm sorry that you're going through this. I'm in a similar boat. Can't CTB until some very specific things happen, so I've been trying to "feel better" in the time that I'm forced to stay alive. Nothing makes me truly happy.

What does a typical day look like for you?
 
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lost_ange1

lost_ange1

An angel who wants to go home..
May 29, 2024
156
I'm sorry to hear that. At some point it just feels like nothing makes sense anymore, you try but you fail.

You say your on antidepressants, are you also in therapy ? One doesn't work without the other. It needs a lot of time too.
 
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