struggles_inc
life is a highway and i wanna wreck my car
- Jun 24, 2023
- 300
I started 2024 with people I considered close.
From January to May I've lost them all.
I was a very sociable person. Always talking. Cheering. Supportive.
I cooked for my friends a lot. I helped with stuff. I listened and comforted.
I can't believe it's all gone down the drain. I talk about it a lot on SaSu, but relations are basically my thing. I've always been a people's person, and I'm suddenly no more. It's a big change.
Funny thing is that I did it all myself. Nobody dumped me. I just started to get disappointed and stopped forgiving. When I stopped forcing a smile, it turned out I have no real friends. I fucking burned all the bridges and there is no regret.
But I have to do something now. I've never been in a situation like that.
Maybe I will take a second attempt at recovery. Try to fix my fucked up health a little. You know, since I have no friend to depend on.
From January to May I've lost them all.
I was a very sociable person. Always talking. Cheering. Supportive.
I cooked for my friends a lot. I helped with stuff. I listened and comforted.
I can't believe it's all gone down the drain. I talk about it a lot on SaSu, but relations are basically my thing. I've always been a people's person, and I'm suddenly no more. It's a big change.
Funny thing is that I did it all myself. Nobody dumped me. I just started to get disappointed and stopped forgiving. When I stopped forcing a smile, it turned out I have no real friends. I fucking burned all the bridges and there is no regret.
But I have to do something now. I've never been in a situation like that.
Maybe I will take a second attempt at recovery. Try to fix my fucked up health a little. You know, since I have no friend to depend on.