Aloken
I choose love
- Jan 25, 2021
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You know these times when your parents start commenting on your dysfunctional day to day life and asking questions about your future? Yeah, my mother just had one of these moments again. All of a sudden she asked me "so for how long are you going to keep getting up this late?". I have specifically asked her not to ask me these kind of questions because tough love or the attempt to "wake me up and start figuring s*** out" doesn't work for me and makes me feel worse. She proceeded by asking me "is this how you're going to be forever?". I thought "I'm going to be dead soon mom...there's no need to ask this".
She expects me to pass my uni exams too, like I care about uni... I'll be gone soon
The other day my brother asked me "how do you imagine yourself in 5 years,", trying to "wake me up". I thought "well, dead".
I have to do this soon. I know they do this because they love me and care about my future, but I want to be left alone until I do this.
She expects me to pass my uni exams too, like I care about uni... I'll be gone soon
The other day my brother asked me "how do you imagine yourself in 5 years,", trying to "wake me up". I thought "well, dead".
I have to do this soon. I know they do this because they love me and care about my future, but I want to be left alone until I do this.