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iloveunicorns
New Member
- May 17, 2024
- 4
Hello dears,
Im done dragging this corpse of mine
Im done feeling like im walking through mud
Im done feeling like im paralyzed to do even the simplest activities
Im done feeling like a burden to everyone around
My body, my brain are conspiring against me
So much pain everywhere and my head does not seem to let me be at peace around the one who loves me the most
So
Kinda need to CTB ASAP
Dont have enough money to get either SN or N
I need a method that is easily implemented
Like a compound of meds i could find at home
I tried hanging but it was so annoyingly painful and that's not how i want to go
I want it to be peaceful, quiet, on my bed probably, while sleeping preferably, i want my soul to leave my body painlessly
I tried multiple times to take a lot of pills, like 40 to 50 different pills around the house, but that did not work obviously and i ended up being paralyzed for few days and i felt so stupid i couldn't do it right
Im hoping you could help me find the suitable method for me to CTB as soon as possible
Im done dragging this corpse of mine
Im done feeling like im walking through mud
Im done feeling like im paralyzed to do even the simplest activities
Im done feeling like a burden to everyone around
My body, my brain are conspiring against me
So much pain everywhere and my head does not seem to let me be at peace around the one who loves me the most
So
Kinda need to CTB ASAP
Dont have enough money to get either SN or N
I need a method that is easily implemented
Like a compound of meds i could find at home
I tried hanging but it was so annoyingly painful and that's not how i want to go
I want it to be peaceful, quiet, on my bed probably, while sleeping preferably, i want my soul to leave my body painlessly
I tried multiple times to take a lot of pills, like 40 to 50 different pills around the house, but that did not work obviously and i ended up being paralyzed for few days and i felt so stupid i couldn't do it right
Im hoping you could help me find the suitable method for me to CTB as soon as possible