I have to ctb even though I don't want to

[boingo]

If I could magic it all better I would, but I can't. I've been ignored by doctors for 4 months trying to get help. I'm going to have to go out in the freezing cold and jump tonight. I don't want to go this way, but I don't have access to any other way. I don't have a good plan. I never even wanted to die but this disease has left me no choice and my family are terrible. If I could get some heroin somewhere and overdose in my bed that would be the best, I even thought about asking homeless people for some but they probably won't be out in this weather. I'm trapped and I've got no time.

 

[Enemy of Evolution]

Sorry bro. What is your medical problem.

 

[boingo]

Sorry bro. What is your medical problem.

I had a bad reaction to antibiotics in July and it caused an overgrowth of bacteria in my small intestine so I get digestive symptoms. It's so severe that it's given me rapidly progressing gum disease and now my teeth are going to fall out, I saw my dentist 2 months ago and she just ignored all of it, they could've been saved. It's also given me constant pain in my pelvis so I can't walk without pain. The doctors said the treatment is more antibiotics and they're really bad ones, and they said they likely won't work.

 

[Enemy of Evolution]

I had a bad reaction to antibiotics in July and it caused an overgrowth of bacteria in my small intestine so I get digestive symptoms. It's so severe that it's given me rapidly progressing gum disease and now my teeth are going to fall out, I saw my dentist 2 months ago and she just ignored all of it, they could've been saved. It's also given me constant pain in my pelvis so I can't walk without pain. The doctors said the treatment is more antibiotics and they're really bad ones, and they said they likely won't work.

Sorry friend. I can't say that I can feel the pain you are going through. Only the person suffering know the pain. I never thought that antibiotics can cause severe diseases. I don't get why doctor are ignoring. Are they not qualified or not paid enough to care or something else.

Which country do you belong.

 

[brokensea]

If I could magic it all better I would, but I can't. I've been ignored by doctors for 4 months trying to get help. I'm going to have to go out in the freezing cold and jump tonight. I don't want to go this way, but I don't have access to any other way. I don't have a good plan. I never even wanted to die but this disease has left me no choice and my family are terrible. If I could get some heroin somewhere and overdose in my bed that would be the best, I even thought about asking homeless people for some but they probably won't be out in this weather. I'm trapped and I've got no time.

Please call and try to see another doctor. Sometimes finding the right one can really help.

 

[boingo]

Sorry friend. I can't say that I can feel the pain you are going through. Only the person suffering know the pain. I never thought that antibiotics can cause severe diseases. I don't get why doctor are ignoring. Are they not qualified or not paid enough to care or something else.

Which country do you belong.

UK

Please call and try to see another doctor. Sometimes finding the right one can really help.

I've seen 6 of them though and they were specialists, they had different opinions and it showed me that they didn't really know.

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds incredibly horrific what you are going through, I find it so awful how the human body can torture people to such a great extent. The reality is that there is simply nothing fair about this life and it's so tragic how such extreme suffering is able to exist and it's such a cruel existence which brings people to this point. But I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for.

 

[artpopbestalbum]

That's terrible and I wish you go in peace, friend.

 

[TimetoGo!]

If I could magic it all better I would, but I can't. I've been ignored by doctors for 4 months trying to get help. I'm going to have to go out in the freezing cold and jump tonight. I don't want to go this way, but I don't have access to any other way. I don't have a good plan. I never even wanted to die but this disease has left me no choice and my family are terrible. If I could get some heroin somewhere and overdose in my bed that would be the best, I even thought about asking homeless people for some but they probably won't be out in this weather. I'm trapped and I've got no time.

totally understand your feeling bro

would you like to talk? im in the same boat

 

[boingo]

totally understand your feeling bro

would you like to talk? im in the same boat

I'm feeling like I have to do it tonight and I wish there was a peaceful option but I've got nothing available to me except going out and jumping, and it's -3 outside and very foggy, and I'm weak and tired. I also don't have a good plan of where to jump.

 

[nifii]

Hey, i'm sorry to hear you're are going through this shit :(

Have you seen a periodontist for it? Some of them also do laser treatment where you don't need antibiotics. The laser gets rid of the diseased gum tissue/bacteria and stops the inflammation. In some cases it even regenerate bone


May i ask you how your diet is now? Do you take probiotics? It maybe can help. I think there are even some specialists who can check out your gut flora and see which probiotics are the best

 

[TimetoGo!]

I'm feeling like I have to do it tonight and I wish there was a peaceful option but I've got nothing available to me except going out and jumping, and it's -3 outside and very foggy, and I'm weak and tired. I also don't have a good plan of where to jump.

where are you?

 

[boingo]

where are you?

I don't want to say, but unfortunately not somewhere with many options

 

[TimetoGo!]

I don't want to say, but unfortunately not somewhere with many options

well its -3 and foggy where I am so must be UK......Private message me if you want to vent about anything brother

 

[Wannagonow]

So sorry you're going thru this. I know that's not helpful to your situation. Sometimes it's just good to know people are out there and we're listening.

 

[Enemy of Evolution]

UK

I thought my country is worst. Even developed countries suffer from medical incompetence. Sorry. Have a safe journey.

 

[gwanath]

I'm so sorry. I am on the same boat, an illness developed after medication has robbed me of the desire to live. Look for integrative doctors, there's a lot of license professionals on Instagram. Likewise, try asking for help through Reddit forums, they may be able to help you.

 

[Archamais]

I'm in the same boat, had my gallbladder removed to supposidly fix my issues. I wake up every morning dry heaving and often vomiting, severe nausea on and off, sharp pains in my stomach, no appetite so I can't even turn to food for comfort. Can't drink even a sip of alcohol without intense burning pain in my stomach. No one can tell me what's wrong, I can't afford to keep seeing specialists with no answers. I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired.

 

[pleasehelpmedie]

I had a bad reaction to antibiotics in July and it caused an overgrowth of bacteria in my small intestine so I get digestive symptoms. It's so severe that it's given me rapidly progressing gum disease and now my teeth are going to fall out, I saw my dentist 2 months ago and she just ignored all of it, they could've been saved. It's also given me constant pain in my pelvis so I can't walk without pain. The doctors said the treatment is more antibiotics and they're really bad ones, and they said they likely won't work.

If your digestive issues is what bothers you the most, I'd suggest you go on some probiotics, they are easily available supplements otc or online. I'm only a medical student and this isn't a licensed medical advice but it's only a harmless supplement and I have seen a lot of people including my family members get better with them.

Probiotics are actually the good bacteria in your gut that fights all regular infections and keeps your gut healthy. But these get destroyed and the gut flora is disrupted when you take anti biotics which kills all bacteria good and bad and might lead to digestive issues. Probiotic supplements restore your intestinal flora so that they can fight natural infections.

Hope you get better soon.