HopefulSleep
Wants to sleep
- Apr 24, 2023
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I currently have problems to ctb with my current situation, I have too much social anxiety to go out and the method I would prefer (overdosing on downers and suffocating/drowning after I black out) is too expensive but I have the best sources right now for the stuff I think so I can share them in pm as long as you are from europe (Cause I only know how to get it in germany and it should also work for the rest of europe cause the borders don't get controlled that much in europe but I don't know for other countries) and aren't too new (I don't give the sources to possible pro lifers who are too new and didn't make any pro choice posts who try to shut the sites down).
I asked a mod and it is ok to make this post as long as I only share the sources in pm.
I have found sources for everything necessary for the sn regimen, you can get the sn from a polish site that ships to individuals and members form germany at least told me it arrived and one will test it soon.
For the metoclopramide you can get it from an dokter site that prescribes you the medication you want, I can share which site I mean and what other members told me which symptoms you have to fill in.
If you don't want to visit darknet to get benzos you can buy research chemical benzos from a dutch site that sends to individuals.
I also have sources for downers you can overdose on that you can get on darknet markets, my current preferred overdose method would be combining protonitazene (opioid as strong as fentanyl) combined with a strong benzo like Flubromazolam (much stronger than pharma benzos less than a mg is needed to black out).
You can get most drugs there but most aren't worth overdosing on cause of vomiting (you will also vomit from opioids but it doesn't matter when you snort them shortly before the benzos start acting) or cause they are too expensive or too weak.
You can also get ghb crystals rather cheaply and it would be easy to overdose cause you would only have to put them into cigarette paper or toilet paper and bomb them so you avoid the taste you would have when consuming massive amounts of liquid ghb/gbl/bdo but you will vomit when you take much of it and you can't snort it so you will vomit much of the drug out so I don't think it is worth overdosing on.
I haven't bought sn and meto but members I know from this site said that it arrived but I bought from darknet markets in the past.
I asked a mod and it is ok to make this post as long as I only share the sources in pm.
I have found sources for everything necessary for the sn regimen, you can get the sn from a polish site that ships to individuals and members form germany at least told me it arrived and one will test it soon.
For the metoclopramide you can get it from an dokter site that prescribes you the medication you want, I can share which site I mean and what other members told me which symptoms you have to fill in.
If you don't want to visit darknet to get benzos you can buy research chemical benzos from a dutch site that sends to individuals.
I also have sources for downers you can overdose on that you can get on darknet markets, my current preferred overdose method would be combining protonitazene (opioid as strong as fentanyl) combined with a strong benzo like Flubromazolam (much stronger than pharma benzos less than a mg is needed to black out).
You can get most drugs there but most aren't worth overdosing on cause of vomiting (you will also vomit from opioids but it doesn't matter when you snort them shortly before the benzos start acting) or cause they are too expensive or too weak.
You can also get ghb crystals rather cheaply and it would be easy to overdose cause you would only have to put them into cigarette paper or toilet paper and bomb them so you avoid the taste you would have when consuming massive amounts of liquid ghb/gbl/bdo but you will vomit when you take much of it and you can't snort it so you will vomit much of the drug out so I don't think it is worth overdosing on.
I haven't bought sn and meto but members I know from this site said that it arrived but I bought from darknet markets in the past.
I live in Europe.
