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ultrasharpy123456

Wizard
Aug 18, 2022
634
My mom let me use her card. I told her I was buying curing salt. She asked me what it does. I told her it doesn't do anything it just makes me feel happy. Will II get arrested for this or will my mom get in trouble? I don't know tbh. I know I sound callous saying this but I actually feel even more relief now that I don't have to use the tourniquet. Now all I have to do is wait for it to ship to my apartment.

Free at last.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,314
I understand why you would feel so relieved. The tourniquet method sounds like it would just cause more suffering, it does seem to be a unreliable method.
I wish you freedom.
 
jodes2

jodes2

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Aug 28, 2022
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No you won't get arrested, no-one will get into trouble🤗
 
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ultrasharpy123456

Wizard
Aug 18, 2022
634
No you won't get arrested, no-one will get into trouble🤗
thank god I just can't believe euthanasia isn't legal and free. Whack society we live in but hey I'm not gonna have to be dealing with this much longer.
 
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makethepainstop

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Sep 16, 2022
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My mom let me use her card. I told her I was buying curing salt. She asked me what it does. I told her it doesn't do anything it just makes me feel happy. Will II get arrested for this or will my mom get in trouble? I don't know tbh. I know I sound callous saying this but I actually feel even more relief now that I don't have to use the tourniquet. Now all I have to do is wait for it to ship to my apartment.

Free at last.
Now all you have to do is hope you get it. I have tried, on my third attempt!
 
thereisthemist

thereisthemist

drops common loot when defeated
Nov 5, 2021
159
consider leaving a wish note stating the purchase has nothing to do with others, because in the end knowing u kind of lied to ur own family is gonna show some strength on survival instincts
 
Judy Garland

Judy Garland

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Mar 23, 2022
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Just remember that, your Mother will have to live with the fact that she let you use her card to do this. If you go through with this, you should somehow explain to her that this wasn't her fault. This is going to be very hard on her since she seems like a caring enough woman to let you use her card and all. I'm not trying to talk you into or out of anything, just that you might want to be mindful.
 
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ultrasharpy123456

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Aug 18, 2022
634
Just remember that, your Mother will have to live with the fact that she let you use her card to do this. If you go through with this, you should somehow explain to her that this wasn't her fault. This is going to be very hard on her since she seems like a caring enough woman to let you use her card and all. I'm not trying to talk you into or out of anything, just that you might want to be mindful.
I know. I'm gonna have to end up leaving the note. And besides I may not even ctb it's just nice having this thing with me in case you know?
 
Judy Garland

Judy Garland

HoHum
Mar 23, 2022
826
I know. I'm gonna have to end up leaving the note. And besides I may not even ctb it's just nice having this thing with me in case you know?
I completely understand. I've had my SN since April and I haven't mustered up the strength to do it yet. I keep putting it off (for stupid video games that are coming out). I've moved my date to February. It is nice to have a way out, yes, I agree. I just hope my SN is still good. (It should be, I've done the research and it can last many years, but I'm just a worry wart.) Take care out there in this scary, sick, sad world.
 
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Death is my goal

Death is my goal

pathetic failure
Aug 25, 2022
516
wouldn't do such a horrible thing, you fooled her and used her card to kill yourself, a note won't solve the issue. she still will live with guilt
 
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ultrasharpy123456

Wizard
Aug 18, 2022
634
wouldn't do such a horrible thing, you fooled her and used her card to kill yourself, a note won't solve the issue. she still will live with guilt
don't worry I may not get it after all. Now they're asking for the company name. I told them if they can't let me have they can just refund it. Living with being someone like me is hard.
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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don't worry I may not get it after all. Now they're asking for the company name. I told them if they can't let me have they can just refund it. Living with being someone like me is hard.
Must be DD, huh?
 
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AlighieriTTT

Member
Sep 26, 2022
31
Must be DD, huh?
Ordered from DD a while ago without providing company name, they haven't contacted me yet but they also haven't shipped it out. Do you think if one put down a fake company name or a real one but personal address they would ship? Or do they only ship to commercial addresses? Their website doesn't specify.
 
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Enlightened
Aug 14, 2022
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Ordered from DD a while ago without providing company name, they haven't contacted me yet but they also haven't shipped it out. Do you think if one put down a fake company name or a real one but personal address they would ship? Or do they only ship to commercial addresses? Their website doesn't specify.
Well being that DD checks these websites regularly, I highly doubt it. They're not stupid.
 
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ultrasharpy123456

Wizard
Aug 18, 2022
634
That sucks. Is it time for IC? Or, are they doing the same thing?
My mom said it's ok if I want to order some salt somewhere else. I think maybe might just ask my mom for like a $100 giftcard for christmas and order from the IC. For now though I'm thinking about my tourniquet method and kinda just floating by in life.
 
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locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
8,876
My mom said it's ok if I want to order some salt somewhere else. I think maybe might just ask my mom for like a $100 giftcard for christmas and order from the IC. For now though I'm thinking about my tourniquet method and kinda just floating by in life.
There's no big hurry with anything. Think things through. Slow and steady wins the race. Your mom has no idea what the "salt" is for?
 
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ultrasharpy123456

Wizard
Aug 18, 2022
634
There's no big hurry with anything. Think things through. Slow and steady wins the race. Your mom has no idea what the "salt" is for?
Well I told her it doesn't do anything, just makes me feel happy. Unfortunately I can't tell her cause assisted suicide is illegal. I don't think I'll go with SN. I'm looking around you know? We'll see.
 
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locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
8,876
Unfortunately I can't tell her cause assisted suicide is illegal.
I get that, but it isn't a concern to you that she may mention it to someone else, who, in turn, may tell her what it is used for? I know you mentioned you were thinking about a tourniquet method. That's what this is all about. Take your time. Think things through. Let some more life happen. Maybe things get better? Who knows? It's all about arriving at the right decision for you, as it's, most likely, the most important decision you may ever make.
 
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ultrasharpy123456

Wizard
Aug 18, 2022
634
I get that, but it isn't a concern to you that she may mention it to someone else, who, in turn, may tell her what it is used for? I know you mentioned you were thinking about a tourniquet method. That's what this is all about. Take your time. Think things through. Let some more life happen. Maybe things get better? Who knows? It's all about arriving at the right decision for you, as it's, most likely, the most important decision you may ever make.
I never thought of that tbh. That's also why I wanna see if I can get a job. It'll all take time.
 

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