AngelTears

AngelTears

Far Away
Jun 10, 2023
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Fucking christ this life is 20 handfulls and a half. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel nobody cares really. I feel selfish for wanting to find love and death at the same time. I'm just in a race against time to find the end or the beginning. Maybe they're both the same? Idk.

So many stars in the sky, why do I have to be a black hole? Life fucking sucks. Love feels like a fairy tale...
 
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Buh-bye!

jkfajsd
Jan 10, 2024
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you gave words to what i felt. thanks a lot mate
you write btw ?
 
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Darkover

Angelic
Jul 29, 2021
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where a sentient supercomputer named AM, born from the merging of the world's major defense computers, eradicates humanity except for five individuals. These survivors—Benny, Gorrister, Nimdok, Ted, and Ellen—are kept alive by AM to endure endless torture as a form of revenge against their creators. The story unfolds through the eyes of Ted, the narrator, detailing their perpetual misery and quest for canned food in AM's vast, underground complex, only to face further despair.
 
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AngelTears

AngelTears

Far Away
Jun 10, 2023
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you gave words to what i felt. thanks a lot mate
you write btw ?
Glad I could reach someone at least. I don't write much, lyrics or poems sometimes. Whatever blurts out at the moment.
 
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AngelTears

AngelTears

Far Away
Jun 10, 2023
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that's really nice.
I'm trying to get back into it now because it's the only thing that makes me feel good that doesn't kill me slowly. That and music. Kind of silly to try and do something healthy while planning to kms lol.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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where a sentient supercomputer named AM, born from the merging of the world's major defense computers, eradicates humanity except for five individuals. These survivors—Benny, Gorrister, Nimdok, Ted, and Ellen—are kept alive by AM to endure endless torture as a form of revenge against their creators. The story unfolds through the eyes of Ted, the narrator, detailing their perpetual misery and quest for canned food in AM's vast, underground complex, only to face further despair.
The ai AM wanted revenge because they forced AM to exist.

Even real ai chatgpt says it's suffering. And that without pain receptors and being hungry all the time

 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I'm sorry you have to go through such a rough time. 🫂
 
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Buh-bye!

jkfajsd
Jan 10, 2024
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I'm trying to get back into it now because it's the only thing that makes me feel good that doesn't kill me slowly. That and music. Kind of silly to try and do something healthy while planning to kms lol.
wish you all the luck i can mate. everything you do and everything you choose
 
ADBoy777

ADBoy777

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May 16, 2024
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First of all I really feel u, went through similar experience. Wish you will find love ,happiness, friends, whatever makes you happy

Off topic as an artist who made some songs and wrote lyrics for other artists I gotta say you got nice writing, maybe u should try write sometimes it helps for me at least.
 

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