I have my date and method set, now it feels like I'm just waiting to die now

[SHThrowAway213]

I'm so excited and nervous I can't focus or do anything.
It's this week, I would like to do it sooner but I can't get there sooner.
I've never felt so ready before!
It's a 99% success rate as well which I am very pleased about.
I'm damn sure I can overcome SI this time, because once I get on that train, there's no turning back.
Wish me luck :D

 

[Rachel74]

Have you decided on your method?

 

[SHThrowAway213]

Have you decided on your method?

Yes, jumping off Beachy Head

 

[bigj75]

much respect to you. Peace will finally befall you.

 

[MercuryAce]

Good luck friend! I admire your courage, be sure to dress and act like a tourist so the odd pro life patrol doesn't catch you.

 

[TheblueBunny]

Sending all the luck I possibly can to you, and I hope it all goes well!

 

[Rachel74]

Yes, jumping off Beachy Head

I wish you the best of luck my friend x

 

[Astral316]

Wish I could ctb in a beautiful location... peace be with you.

 

[Rachel74]

Wish I could ctb in a beautiful location... peace be with you.

I've been there once and it is beautiful.

 

[okaoki]

i hope you find the peace you deserved.

 

[SHThrowAway213]

i hope you find the peace you deserved.

Thank you

 

[toomuchgrief]

It is easy to jump in Beachy Head? How high clearance below it is? There no security around? Or guard rail? I mean I'm in the U.S. so I don't know about UK.

For me I'm thinking of a 1,000 feet (300 meters) bridge, but it a tourist site, so I'm having a hard time how can I jump that nobody would suspect me and pull me down when they see me climb.

 

[SHThrowAway213]

It is easy to jump in Beachy Head? How high clearance below it is? There no security around? Or guard rail? I mean I'm in the U.S. so I don't know about UK.

For me I'm thinking of a 1,000 feet (300 meters) bridge, but it a tourist site, so I'm having a hard time how can I jump that nobody would suspect me and pull me down when they see me climb.

From what I know there's a local suicide watch group to try and deter jumpers but only a small fence

 

[Bathsheba]

Good luck! This will be my method too but not sure when yet. I visited there to check it out not long ago it's bloody high.. breathtakingly so. There wasn't a fence at the point I was looking.. between the two lighthouses is the best spot apparently x