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Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
2,487
Simply nothing more to give.
There is nothing more for me.
Need the end to set me such.


(Of course I like the original better)
@Stardust76
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Illuminated
Mar 21, 2019
3,573
I am sorry to hear you are empty of life.
May you find peace.
 
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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
647
I'll probably listen to that song when I ctb on August 6th. My motivation to live is gone and all I can think about is dying. I'll die alone in my hotel room. I at least have this forum to keep me company until I'm gone 😊
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,513
I understand. I just want to be free from this life as well. There could never be anything here for me in this world. I hope that you find relief.
 
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Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
2,487
I understand. I just want to be free from this life as well. There could never be anything here for me in this world. I hope that you find relief.
You as well FuneralCry. I hate saying sorry but sorry that you're suffering so much.
I'll probably listen to that song when I ctb on August 6th. My motivation to live is gone and all I can think about is dying. I'll die alone in my hotel room. I at least have this forum to keep me company until I'm gone 😊
It truly is terrible when all you can think about and feel is dying and it's the only thing that seems to bring relief. It feels like being in hell.
 
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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
647
You as well FuneralCry. I hate saying sorry but sorry that you're suffering so much.

It truly is terrible when all you can think about and feel is dying and it's the only thing that seems to bring relief. It feels like being in hell.
And no one, even doctors, really understand. It's exhausting. I'm just trying to make some final good memories for my husband before I'm gone.
 
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8evergo

8evergo

Mage
Oct 20, 2021
557
then take the boat to the afterlife go there
 
Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
2,487
then take the boat to the afterlife go there
I won't be taking that boat. My heart didn't weigh lighter than the feather of Ma'at.
 
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Humansareimmoral

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Jul 18, 2022
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I'll probably listen to that song when I ctb on August 6th. My motivation to live is gone and all I can think about is dying. I'll die alone in my hotel room. I at least have this forum to keep me company until I'm gone 😊
I'm going close to you 5th or 6th.
 
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8evergo

8evergo

Mage
Oct 20, 2021
557
your heart will be weighed differently
 
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8evergo

Mage
Oct 20, 2021
557
if your heart is like you are then come in
 
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neverbeenbetter

neverbeenbetter

Member
Jul 16, 2022
39
why does everyone listen to lame music here xd
 
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Humansareimmoral

New Member
Jul 18, 2022
2
It's sad that we are having to do this
I'm literally being forced to do it. I don't want to do it. I'm in love with my husband. I got Lyme Disease in 2008 a bioweapon struggled all these years. Then I got a severe Parasitic Infection and now I have Long Covid. I have severe daily chronic pain, am severely disabled with a bad back, have activity intolerance (cant do any housework) have a malfunctioning immune system, and am 100 percent disabled now. I have no choice. I cannot stay in my body it's torture. I cannot take care of myself anymore.

Evil Governments and their bioweapons have destroyed human life. They stole my life from me. I have no life. People have no idea how bad it can get. I lie in bed all day long in severe pain my eyes are blurry all day long wondering if i'm going blind, and have horrible severe pain in my neck and shoulders from the Covid all day long every day.
 
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Dot

Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
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why does everyone listen to lame music here xd
Ryan Howard What GIF
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
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That's a pretty rude thing to say..... What do you listen to ? Your music is probably fucking lame.
 
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Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
2,487
follow Horus in the boat
It's too late. I've already been weighed.
why does everyone listen to lame music here xd
I listen to tons of music. Why do people come on here judging? Especially knowing that there are a lot of vulnerable and suicidal people in a dark place? You don't know me and you don't know what I listen to. What kind of music do you listen to?
why does everyone listen to lame music here xd
Going by your profile picture I assume you listen to mutilation and I assume you listen to Black Metal. I listen to all sorts of metal as well black metal death metal slam etc. Why are you casting shade?
Honestly I don't even listen to music anymore because it's hard to. I just posted this song because I've always liked Fade to Black and it's how I'm feeling right now. Go about your day in PEACE and keep your judgement. I don't want it.
 
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TheDoomedDoomer

TheDoomedDoomer

Eternal sleep awaits me
May 22, 2022
140
I'm gonna miss you bro. You been true too me and tried to get me motivated to see things more clearly. You're a good person to talk to about anything. I know you've felt this way for too long and so have I so I understand your pain. I'll never forget our deep conversations together. When I go after traveling if you're still around I'll try to send you a sign from the void and If you go before me I'd like for you to do the same. Either way I respect your choice and I hope it somehow gets easier and you can hit the road again and be free much love🫂♥️
 
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Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
2,487
I don't even know this band and I've only heard this song one time I just looked up a cover of Fade to Black with a female vocalist and this is the one that came up. @neverbeenbetter

I don't know who you are or what you're going through but I really wish you the best and hope you find what you're looking for in life maybe try not to judge books by their cover and look a little deeper into them
 
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Cathy Ames

Cathy Ames

Cautionary Tale
Mar 11, 2022
2,109
I don't even know this band and I've only heard this song one time I just looked up a cover of Fade to Black with a female vocalist and this is the one that came up. @neverbeenbetter

I don't know who you are or what you're going through but I really wish you the best and hope you find what you're looking for in life maybe try not to judge books by their cover and look a little deeper into them
I don't know why or how, but I've seen some other covers by this band. Seeing your OP I was thinking maybe you had shared them, but I guess not. I think it's a decent cover of a good song. But what do I know? I listen to lame music. LOL.
 
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Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
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I don't know why or how, but I've seen some other covers by this band. Seeing your OP I was thinking maybe you had shared them, but I guess not. I think it's a decent cover of a good song. But what do I know? I listen to lame music. LOL.
It seems as though they cover a lot of mainstream songs I don't really know the band I just looked up Fade to Black with a female vocalist in this song came up so I shared it. I don't judge anyone by the kind of music they listen to. I don't normally listen to bands like this and I haven't listened to much music in the past 7 months.
Music snobbery is such a boring trait.
Most metal heads are like this.
 
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Foresight

Foresight

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2019
1,393
Shu, you're a unique person with a good heart. I wish you nothing but the best in this difficult journey.
 
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Cathy Ames

Cautionary Tale
Mar 11, 2022
2,109
It seems as though they cover a lot of mainstream songs I don't really know the band I just looked up Fade to Black with a female vocalist in this song came up so I shared it. I don't judge anyone by the kind of music they listen to. I don't normally listen to bands like this and I haven't listened to much music in the past 7 months.

Most metal heads are like this.
I've mostly only been listening to the music in the music title game thread or if someone shares something. I don't why I quit. It seems like the music I used to like is now "over stimulating" in some kind of way.
 
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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
647
I like a lot of the late 90s pop/rock music actually. I may listen to that when I ctb.
 
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Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
2,487
Shu, you're a unique person with a good heart. I wish you nothing but the best in this difficult journey.
You as well my friend..
I'm gonna miss you bro. You been true too me and tried to get me motivated to see things more clearly. You're a good person to talk to about anything. I know you've felt this way for too long and so have I so I understand your pain. I'll never forget our deep conversations together. When I go after traveling if you're still around I'll try to send you a sign from the void and If you go before me I'd like for you to do the same. Either way I respect your choice and I hope it somehow gets easier and you can hit the road again and be free much love🫂♥️
Much love Lil Bro. Wish you the best always . Safe Travels.. I'll miss you too and I've enjoyed our talks also.
 
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DreamSurfer

DreamSurfer

Beyond this reality the waves of peace await
Apr 8, 2022
110
Very sorry that you have had so many difficulties throughout life that have led you to such a forced point to find peace. I wish there was another way or more for all of us that are suffering. May your dreams of peace and an end to suffering, find it's way to reality for you however possible.
 
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Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
2,487
why does everyone listen to lame music here xd
Is this better for you, Massa? (No I don't not listen listen this)
While we're on this topic rip to Brandon Ellis. Loved The Black Dahlia Murder as a teenager.


Very sorry that you have had so many difficulties throughout life that have led you to such a forced point to find peace. I wish there was another way or more for all of us that are suffering. May your dreams of peace and an end to suffering, find it's way to reality for you however possible.
Thank you for your kindness. I wish you the best as well. Sorry things have gotten to this point for you.
 
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