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Nirrend

Nirrend

The important is not how long you live ...
Mar 12, 2022
400
Hi everyone

I hope you are all well 😊

It's been a while since I've been here and I wanted to say hello first!

A lot has been happening for a while now and I haven't been able to log in until today.

I just wanted to point out that as I stated in the title, I have just been admitted in hospitalization

I'll see how it goes, I admit I'm afraid, I admit I don't really believe in change, I don't really hope it will work, but, some hopes are returning

In any case, I'm fine, well, it depends on the moment but I'm fine.

I won't be able to connect anymore and I must admit that it hurts me. I'll try anyway, because I love this place and I love the people here

Even if it seems complicated to me since the days will always be busy and my actions watched, I'll try to pass from time to time as I can

Whatever happens to me there, I thank you from the bottom of my heart for being my fellow travellers and I have a thought for you all, sincerely ❤

Even though this is just a message, I hope it manages to give you some positivity, warmth

Thank you for being the people you are,

I love you very much and will always be thinking of you ❤😊

Love ❤
 
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MovingOn

Member
Nov 29, 2022
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Good luck.
 
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MidnightDream

MidnightDream

Warlock
Sep 5, 2022
740
Oh Nirrend :( I'm so sorry to hear this. I am glad however that you are fine, and I hope the experience is a positive one for you. You deserve a chance at recovery, and I hope this gives you that. Change can definitely be scary but it can also be a good thing. Your presence will be incredibly missed, and whilst it would be amazing for you to not need us anymore, please know that you would be welcomed back with open arms. Best of luck <3
 
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WaveringLight

WaveringLight

pReTtY cOlOrS
Nov 7, 2022
85
Hi everyone

I hope you are all well 😊

It's been a while since I've been here and I wanted to say hello first!

A lot has been happening for a while now and I haven't been able to log in until today.

I just wanted to point out that as I stated in the title, I have just been admitted in hospitalization

I'll see how it goes, I admit I'm afraid, I admit I don't really believe in change, I don't really hope it will work, but, some hopes are returning

In any case, I'm fine, well, it depends on the moment but I'm fine.

I won't be able to connect anymore and I must admit that it hurts me. I'll try anyway, because I love this place and I love the people here

Even if it seems complicated to me since the days will always be busy and my actions watched, I'll try to pass from time to time as I can

Whatever happens to me there, I thank you from the bottom of my heart for being my fellow travellers and I have a thought for you all, sincerely ❤

Even though this is just a message, I hope it manages to give you some positivity, warmth

Thank you for being the people you are,

I love you very much and will always be thinking of you ❤😊

Love ❤
Hi Nirrend,
I hope being hospitalized isn't too stressful for you. If you feel like you can recover, go for it. I wish you well, and I send my love.
 
Nirrend

Nirrend

The important is not how long you live ...
Mar 12, 2022
400
Oh Nirrend :( I'm so sorry to hear this. I am glad however that you are fine, and I hope the experience is a positive one for you. You deserve a chance at recovery, and I hope this gives you that. Change can definitely be scary but it can also be a good thing. Your presence will be incredibly missed, and whilst it would be amazing for you to not need us anymore, please know that you would be welcomed back with open arms. Best of luck <3

You're so sweet as always ❤😊

Don't worry, this hospitalisation was the deal with my gf ! And even if one day I'll get better, I'll come here anyway because I owe a lot to this place

Anyway, I'm proud of you when I read the 3 positive things that happened to you the other day that you posted on the thread in question ❤

I feel like you know a lot more about where you are going today and how to get out of it. I'm sincerely glad to see that you're doing so well in taking control of your life and happiness ❤

Thank you so much for your kindness 😊

I send you all my love ❤

See you soon ❤
Hi Nirrend,
I hope being hospitalized isn't too stressful for you. If you feel like you can recover, go for it. I wish you well, and I send my love.

Thank you for this really sweet message ❤

I wish you the best too 😊

Love ❤
 
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GasMonkey

GasMonkey

Nitrogen Master Race
May 15, 2022
1,878
How does that work? You went to the hospital and said that u wanna get hospitalized coz u are suicidal?
 
R

Regen

I stay in my power
Aug 20, 2020
522
Oh, I really hope it works for you!!

I am not sure what to wish, I love this place... But I also think it is not the right thing if you really want to recover. I think, if you want to recover you have to decide to give up the "suicide lovestory", you have to shut the door. But I dont want to teach you!! It is only the thing I am thinking about for myself. But it is very difficult to leave this place. I wish you the best! I hope you get a great therapist! And kind people around you. You are not alone.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,300
The thought of any kind of hospitalization sounds awful to me personally, but I do wish you the best in whatever happens going forward.
 
MidnightDream

MidnightDream

Warlock
Sep 5, 2022
740
You're so sweet as always ❤😊

Don't worry, this hospitalisation was the deal with my gf ! And even if one day I'll get better, I'll come here anyway because I owe a lot to this place

Anyway, I'm proud of you when I read the 3 positive things that happened to you the other day that you posted on the thread in question ❤

I feel like you know a lot more about where you are going today and how to get out of it. I'm sincerely glad to see that you're doing so well in taking control of your life and happiness ❤

Thank you so much for your kindness 😊

I send you all my love ❤

See you soon ❤


Thank you for this really sweet message ❤

I wish you the best too 😊

Love ❤
Bless your heart, thank you. I appreciate you so much, always. Sending you all my love right back, I hope it all goes as good as it can for you <3
 
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Nirrend

Nirrend

The important is not how long you live ...
Mar 12, 2022
400
How does that work? You went to the hospital and said that u wanna get hospitalized coz u are suicidal?

Yeah, exactly
Oh, I really hope it works for you!!

I am not sure what to wish, I love this place... But I also think it is not the right thing if you really want to recover. I think, if you want to recover you have to decide to give up the "suicide lovestory", you have to shut the door. But I dont want to teach you!! It is only the thing I am thinking about for myself. But it is very difficult to leave this place. I wish you the best! I hope you get a great therapist! And kind people around you. You are not alone.

Ty for the kind words ❤

Even if you are right, this place is too important for me, I'll see what's the better to do

Love 😊
The thought of any kind of hospitalization sounds awful to me personally, but I do wish you the best in whatever happens going forward.

Ty, wishing you the best too ❤

Love ❤😊
 
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Sittichmutter

Sittichmutter

Student
Sep 16, 2021
164
Dear Nirrend,
I hope you get better soon.
And that you find the joy in life again.
Hugs and love
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
8,858
I hope you get the help you want and deserve. Good luck to you.
 

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