Venting I have finally acquired meto!

[NeoN0va]

AFTER A WHOLE YEAR OF STRUGGLES I FINALLY GOT IT i finally have metoclopramide
This means that if i want to go with sn i can pretty much go anytime i want now all i need is that feeling that i wanna go
But i dont wanna go yet ^w^ ill stay for as long as it doesnt feel bad as soon as it gets bad again im GOINGGGGG with only s few goodbyes TvT

I first found about SN method last year and ever since tried getting my hands on meto but ive been scared for so long but this year i finally got it i finally got my hands on meto so like it feels so unreal that i can comfortably die now hehe
So many people have accompanied me on this journey even if it wasnt for long and just the fact that now all i need to do to get off at my destination is just hear the right announcement is amazing

I can pretty much assume it wont be long before i go as its november soon again and things will definitely go downhill during this period just like every year but guess what ill finally be able to rest if that happens again :3 unlike all those past years although leaving two of my dear friends alone will be sadddd but I KNOW THEY CAN handle it especially that Ill still look after them whether its from heaven if it exists or the afterlife or just however ill make sure I keeo taking care of them hihihi

When my time comes ill make a proper post to say my goodbyes to you all goodnight BLESS

 

[Defatigatis]

I understand your feelings, i also have almost everything i need. Just the SN is missing but i'm also felling like you — i've already built the passage door, all that's left is to put the handle on it and go through it whenever i want.

 

[offbalance]

I feel you, I recently acquired Benzos after two years of trying. It's a freeing feeling isn't it

 

[iwanttodie019]

How did you acquire?