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Naina

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I'm going to overdose on propranolol. I have 15 g and I've read a lot about it. I don't think I'll survive. But it's a lot of pills, about 500, and I want to take them all before losing consciousness. How should I do it? Do I crush them and put them in something?

I've OD'd before but it was on way fewer pills, I crushed them and mixed them in water. Would this work here?

I just want to be free.
 
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@Naina I dont see why crushing and mixing with water would cause any issue. I suggest you break one pill and put it in your mouth, if the taste is unbearable, get some flavoring to add to the water as well.

While 500 pills is alot, 15g isn't alot when it comes to weight. Perhaps just taking them all in one shot is easier?

Also, look at the pills, if they are extended release tablets you'll need to break them up to get rapid absorption
 
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Naina

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@Naina I dont see why crushing and mixing with water would cause any issue. I suggest you break one pill and put it in your mouth, if the taste is unbearable, get some flavoring to add to the water as well.
Thank you. It is very bitter, but I also have pills to avoid vomiting. I'm just worried I'll lose consciousness before taking them all. Do you think I could crush them and mix them in milk or ice cream or something similar?
 
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I'm no doctor, but I'd be afraid that the lactose would induce vomiting.
 
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will this work? i've considered this but thought pills never work. 500 is shit loads though
 
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Naina

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will this work? i've considered this but thought pills never work. 500 is shit loads though
I've read a lot about it. The highest dose survived is 8 g. I think it will work. But it is a shit ton of pills. I think I'll crush them into a powder and mix them with something.
I'm no doctor, but I'd be afraid that the lactose would induce vomiting.
I also have pills to avoid nausea and vomiting. Would it be enough?
@Naina I dont see why crushing and mixing with water would cause any issue. I suggest you break one pill and put it in your mouth, if the taste is unbearable, get some flavoring to add to the water as well.

While 500 pills is alot, 15g isn't alot when it comes to weight. Perhaps just taking them all in one shot is easier?

Also, look at the pills, if they are extended release tablets you'll need to break them up to get rapid absorption
The highest dose survived has been 8 g. I'm 1.61 and I weigh 40 kg. What do you think?
 
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Interesting, i have propanolol but i didn't know it could make something like lose consciousness.
 
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Naina

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It's supposed to make your heart stop, because it lowers your heart rate. I don't know if it'll knock me out before, probably not but I still want to take them all before anything happens. Some reports I read mentioned people arriving at the ER fully conscious, though. But that's not what worries me, just taking literally every pill to leave no room for survival.

Interesting, i have propanolol but i didn't know it could make something like lose consciousness.
Well, I'm going to go for it. At this point I'm sure it will work but even if I wasn't I'd go ahead with it, because I'm tired. I made sure no one is going to find me. I'm going to log out now. I have my pills ready and I'm going to do it as fast as I can. I took the nausea/vomiting pills beforehand.

Goodbye. If I don't post again then it's safe to assume it works. I tried a lot. I hope I find the rest I need.
 
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I've read a lot about it. The highest dose survived is 8 g. I think it will work. But it is a shit ton of pills. I think I'll crush them into a powder and mix them with something.

I also have pills to avoid nausea and vomiting. Would it be enough?

The highest dose survived has been 8 g. I'm 1.61 and I weigh 40 kg. What do you think?
What I meant by weight is that 15grams is not too heavy that it would be impossible to consume all of it. While no method is 100%, I would expect your method to have a high chance of success.
 
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They're pills and not capsules? If pills, I would crush them and mix with a small amount of water and just chug it down. I don't know because I've never done it. I hope you find the peace that you seek.
 
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It's supposed to make your heart stop, because it lowers your heart rate. I don't know if it'll knock me out before, probably not but I still want to take them all before anything happens. Some reports I read mentioned people arriving at the ER fully conscious, though. But that's not what worries me, just taking literally every pill to leave no room for survival.


Well, I'm going to go for it. At this point I'm sure it will work but even if I wasn't I'd go ahead with it, because I'm tired. I made sure no one is going to find me. I'm going to log out now. I have my pills ready and I'm going to do it as fast as I can. I took the nausea/vomiting pills beforehand.

Goodbye. If I don't post again then it's safe to assume it works. I tried a lot. I hope I find the rest I need.
Just saw the edit of the thread name, good luck and hope it goes well. We are here for you need people to talk to or if it didn't go well.
 
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@Naina Wishing you the best of luck and I hope you find your peace.
 
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@Naina I hope you achieve peace and freedom from this life. I truly hope your method succeeds. All the best!

Also Some folks do keep members posted right till the the time they ctb. You can do it too if you'd want.
 
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if just one person could let us know they got to the other side it would make it so much less scary
 
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I hope you find peace and rest
 
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All the best @Naina

Wether you've chosen to exit life early or had a change of heart, I wish you absolute success
 
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Rest well, tortured angel. This world sucks so much.....
 
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It really is such a cruel existence and I understand the feeling of being tired of everything. Farewell. I hope that you find freedom from suffering.
 
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I hope you can rest now.
 
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15 grams--If she really was able to down that huge amount, pretty sure she definitely succeeded--R.I.P. Naina
 
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Do you think 60 mg of fast acting propranolol will work?
 
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Good luck I hope you don't puke, there are many threads on SS if I chose that way to CTB I would diet prior before attempting as there are a lot of cases who survive with large amounts of propranolol.


Cheers

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Does someone know if she/he is gone?
 
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