
UninformedLover
"We will fight it together...as a family."
- Nov 12, 2019
- 315
I just found out today that I have incredibly easy access to a gun. I feel like I want to throw up like I'm shaking.
It's so scary to think about. Just about every single day I've been saying to myself how badly I just want to blow my brains out and now I just learned that I have the opportunity to do it.
I probably won't because I am a coward and guns scare me a lot. I even get nervous walking past police officers.
But it's good to know that if hanging fails, I can just shoot myself in the head. Hopefully I do it right so I'm not a vegetable.
It's so scary to think about. Just about every single day I've been saying to myself how badly I just want to blow my brains out and now I just learned that I have the opportunity to do it.
I probably won't because I am a coward and guns scare me a lot. I even get nervous walking past police officers.
But it's good to know that if hanging fails, I can just shoot myself in the head. Hopefully I do it right so I'm not a vegetable.