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sfabians

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Hello, I have 20 yew seeds in my possession (Taxus Baccata). If I crush them and swallow them with a glass of water, what do you think will happen? I ask because some people say they have to make a coctail or mix them with alcohol.

I hope someone has an answer to help me. Thanks.

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Painful isnt?
 
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Hello, I have 20 yew seeds in my possession (Taxus Baccata). If I crush them and swallow them with a glass of water, what do you think will happen? I ask because some people say they have to make a coctail or mix them with alcohol.

I hope someone has an answer to help me. Thanks.

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The are approximately 140 threads on this site regarding yew seeds with thousands of total posts- I would just type "yew seeds" in the search box at the top row of this site and then review some of the threads that look most relevant to you- there is a ton of information out there. Some posts say vomiting is an issue, and some say it is quite painful, but who knows- people need to weigh the pain of ctb vs the pain of not ctb and decide for themselves. I think some of these threads would really help you decide what to do since they contain years of insights from hundreds of people. Good luck.
 
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SAI1234

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Jun 17, 2022
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do you have any picture of how yew seeds do look like? because in Indian market many types of seeds they call it as yew/taxus baccata. I've ordered from 2 vendors and got 2 different types of seeeds. If anyone have a picture please share it with. I will confirm whether I got yew or something else
 
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do you have any picture of how yew seeds do look like? because in Indian market many types of seeds they call it as yew/taxus baccata. I've ordered from 2 vendors and got 2 different types of seeeds. If anyone have a picture please share it with. I will confirm whether I got yew or something else
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Looks like these.
 
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racheyrooble

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Oct 4, 2022
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i have 40 yew seeds would they be fatal if swallowed whole?
 
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DetachedDreamer97

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i have 40 yew seeds would they be fatal if swallowed whole?
Haha... No. You'll need at least 10 times more than that if you want to reach the lethal dose.
 
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Haha... No. You'll need at least 10 times more than that if you want to reach the lethal dose.
To release as much toxin as possible, the seeds should be crushed up before ingestion. The last data I saw recommended taking 100 seeds. But do check methods here to be certain, failure to ctb causes a multitude of problems.
 
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To release as much toxin as possible, the seeds should be crushed up before ingestion. The last data I saw recommended taking 100 seeds. But do check methods here to be certain, failure to ctb causes a multitude of problems.
That is a fact... on the first part. Regarding the number of seeds taken, however, I know for sure 100 is not enough. After all, seeds contain up to 0.92% (dry weight) of taxine alkaloids. 3-6mg/kg of taxine is what is required to reach the low end of the lethal dose. To get there, you'll need 6 seeds/kg... or 1.45 grams of seeds/kg. After all, when I read a book of suicide, the author allegedly tried 100 seeds. And people survived taking 200 or 300+.

And I also agree on that last point; you must do research.
 
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Oct 10, 2021
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If poisonous seeds/plants are your method of choice, I recommend selecting one that requires a smaller dosage & provides a quicker death. Aconitum seeds, for example, are lethal in as little as 1mg doses. I have a pouch that cost ~$3 and is totally overkill if I were to take them.
 
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If poisonous seeds/plants are your method of choice, I recommend selecting one that requires a smaller dosage & provides a quicker death. Aconitum seeds, for example, are lethal in as little as 1mg doses. I have a pouch that cost ~$3 and is totally overkill if I were to take them.
Pong pong are better if you prefer something less painful. Just don't forget to take 20 datura inoxia seeds. If you don't then it will be unpleasant and you'll... shit yourself... 😏 💩

And vomit.
 
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Pong pong are better if you prefer something less painful. Just don't forget to take 20 datura inoxia seeds. If you don't then it will be unpleasant and you'll... shit yourself... 😏 💩

And vomit.
I considered Pong Pong seeds at one point, since they're difficult to detect in autopsies and don't taste particularly bad. I decided against them due to their larger size, but they're on my list nonetheless.
 
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Sad_Sack

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Oct 3, 2022
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Yew seeds sound like a kind of slow and very uncomfortable way to go. Its rough that there isn't any pleasant and easy way that's easily obtainable. I keep looking and looking but I am pretty much just spinning my wheels at this point.
 
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Pong pong are better if you prefer something less painful. Just don't forget to take 20 datura inoxia seeds. If you don't then it will be unpleasant and you'll... shit yourself... 😏 💩

And vomit.
Didn't you just get done saying in a few posts above the one quoted above that yew seeds are not painful "if you do it right"?
 
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DetachedDreamer97

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Mar 17, 2018
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Didn't you just get done saying in a few posts above the one quoted above that yew seeds are not painful "if you do it right"?
Yes. I kinda realized that I commented on this thread about a year ago... but yeah, the yew is painless if you do it right.

Although, that comment was about pong pong seeds being a better option than aconitum in regards to the low dosage required for suicide. It's not as good as the yew would be, it's relatively peaceful with the right ingredients

The yew is trickier and far more expensive however. And I've yet to perfect my tincture with my extract becoming a sticky resin rather than something I can grind up and them mix into a 30 ml alcoholic solution.
 
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