Venting I have 0 desire to continue interacting with society

[doomer843]

Even if therapy fixes the trauma & mental illness, even if my physical health gets better there will still never be a cure for how disgusting society is. I don't want to have to "cope" with society, I want to not be in it entirely. I'm so tired of all the hateful people, all of the suffering, all of the greed, I would much rather kill myself than deal with it. I know I'm not any better either, honestly I'm probably far more bitter and hateful than the average person; I envy all of the people who don't have enough self awareness to realize that.

 

[INTJme]

Even if therapy fixes the trauma & mental illness, even if my physical health gets better there will still never be a cure for how disgusting society is. I don't want to have to "cope" with society, I want to not be in it entirely. I'm so tired of all the hateful people, all of the suffering, all of the greed, I would much rather kill myself than deal with it. I know I'm not any better either, honestly I'm probably far more bitter and hateful than the average person; I envy all of the people who don't have enough self awareness to realize that.

Exactly how I see things...

 

[sserafim]

Same. I don't want to participate in or contribute to society

 

[Throwawayacc3]

Even if therapy fixes the trauma & mental illness, even if my physical health gets better there will still never be a cure for how disgusting society is. I don't want to have to "cope" with society, I want to not be in it entirely. I'm so tired of all the hateful people, all of the suffering, all of the greed, I would much rather kill myself than deal with it. I know I'm not any better either, honestly I'm probably far more bitter and hateful than the average person; I envy all of the people who don't have enough self awareness to realize that.

Your gateway is animals. At nursery my two "friends" were a rabbit and a guinea pig. Even that age I didn't want to interact with other kids.