SadGirl
Arcanist
- Mar 24, 2019
- 459
I have bipolar disorder with severe depression, generalized anxiety, and ADHD. Currently, I'm abusing alcohol and cocaine. This makes me lie to get money to buy drugs, which gives me a horrible feeling of guilt. I cheat, but I hate doing it; it seems like I do everything impulsively, which explains the bipolar disorder (hypomania). I don't want to be like this anymore, to feel this horrible guilt. I intend to and will get out of this, get clean and sober. Any help?