HeartThatFeeds
One more opportunity for somebody to love
- Aug 19, 2023
- 12
Whenever I think that things are getting better, or have at least reached a state where it seems to be somewhat peaceful, something always terrible happens. I honestly feel like I'm playing a cruel fucking game and my loved ones screw me over even more.
Call it selfishness or pure stupidity but It's astonishing how I always get into these situations, it angers me how people I care about think they can just go and CTB and leave me behind, what did I do wrong to possibly deserve that outcome. I feel like nobody can understand my feelings at all, despite no one CTBing yet I still have this sense of anger and betrayal at how someone could thing to leave me like this, just when my life is really starting.
Call it selfishness or pure stupidity but It's astonishing how I always get into these situations, it angers me how people I care about think they can just go and CTB and leave me behind, what did I do wrong to possibly deserve that outcome. I feel like nobody can understand my feelings at all, despite no one CTBing yet I still have this sense of anger and betrayal at how someone could thing to leave me like this, just when my life is really starting.
