I hate the type of person I've turned into.

[rozeske]

... always so angry, easily irritated with pretty much everyone and everything, nothing to enjoy or look forward to except my death, sometimes it's like I don't even recognize myself. All the sadness, self pity and anger feels like it's suffocating me from the inside. I wish all of this was over soon.

 

[Zyntkalla]

I feel ya. Currently I am very angry about something that I cannot change. I'm so angry with it cause it's always affected me my whole life, and I always wanted it to be different. I am coming to terms with what I can and cannot have. But man it hurts my self esteem more. I've already had troubles with it my whole life anyways. But I get so angry with all of the stuff, it affects my mood. It's so bad, it affects everything in my life. And I don't like how the way i'm acting, how it affects me this much. Cause the main thing is i'm planning to stick around about three to twelve years more. I just don't think I could handle this emotional state for those many years.And to keep it hidden from everyone else.