I hate the fact that I was brought into existence

[sserafim]

I hate the fact that I was brought into existence. I was forced to exist and had no choice in it. I hate that I have to play this dumb, shit game called life and that there's no easy way out. I honestly believe that the world is like the matrix and is a simulation. I believe that life is a cruel game that we all have to play against our will. I never consented to any of this! Ugh I just hate existing

 

[hmskms]

worst thing is it's not like i can at least IMAGINE how it could be better, at least give myself something to look forward to.

whenever i contemplate finding joy in life the conclusion is always "death".

 

[sserafim]

worst thing is it's not like i can at least IMAGINE how it could be better, at least give myself something to look forward to.

whenever i contemplate finding joy in life the conclusion is always "death".

Yeah same, I can't imagine how my life can become better either. It's only getting worse from this point. I don't look forward to anything in life and I don't want to continue playing this sadistic game anymore. I just want out. I agree, death is the escape from life and suffering.

 

[sanction]

Why are we dying to live, when we're just living to die??

 

[Darkover]

I hate that I have to play this dumb, shit game called life

yeap we are all monopoly educated indoctrinated into play a game called life
where a piece of paper dictates your whole life, the tv got you buying things you don't need while the planet is slowly dying

 

[R_N]

yeap we are all monopoly educated indoctrinated into play a game called life
where a piece of paper dictates your whole life, the tv got buying things you don't need while the planet is slowly dying

We are garbage collectors.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I feel really resentful too. Sometimes I feel bad about that though because I did actually have parents who wanted children probably for the best reasons. My Mum died young actually and sometimes, I wonder if there is a heaven. I wonder if she knows the enormous difficulty I now have in getting rid of this life. Sometimes I can't help but think- parents can't think it through. Do they ever seriously contemplate their child struggling? Do they think about their child getting ill? Not being able to find work? Becoming depressed? Wanting to die? Being bereaved when they (most likely) die first? And eventually, dieing themselves- possibly alone and in pain? I don't know. I guess maybe they just hope for the best. I guess- if they enjoyed life themselves, maybe it makes more sense that they just assume their child will too.

 

[WAITING TO DIE]

It seems to me that unless you are an evil person who walks all over others to get what they want in life, then you are going to struggle.
The only people who really thrive on this shitshow planet are psychopathic types.
Bankers, lawyers, company directors, and even politicians score high on the psychopathy scale.
They are also comfortable living in this predatory system, a system that is abhorrent to normal everyday people.

 

[FuneralCry]

I do as well, I see it as such a disgusting and harmful thing to burden one with the ability to suffer endlessly in this existence that there was never a need for in the first place. I really wish I stayed peacefully unaware of the hellish mistake that is existence, only to never exist is perfection.