I know it sounds like a teen crisis, but I'm 23 years old and I'm not able to have a normal social life, it's not just "shyness" I'm not like others, I've been thinking about having asperger for some time (I'm not diagnosed) I feel like in another planet.
My summer "vacation" consists of spending three months locked up at home in front of the computer and I'm nervous, I lost the only girl long ago who did not care how I was for my whores neurosis (I'm diagnosed with obsessive-compulsive disorder) I do not remember being happy anymore, maybe during childhood (as innocent as I was). Besides, everything costs twice as much, I can not follow the mental rhythm of others, in basic things.
The only thing that bothers me is knowing that my mother will have a hard time if I commit suicide, I do not want to fail either, for years I was in the hospital for some time, in "mental health" due to suicidal tendencies.
My summer "vacation" consists of spending three months locked up at home in front of the computer and I'm nervous, I lost the only girl long ago who did not care how I was for my whores neurosis (I'm diagnosed with obsessive-compulsive disorder) I do not remember being happy anymore, maybe during childhood (as innocent as I was). Besides, everything costs twice as much, I can not follow the mental rhythm of others, in basic things.
The only thing that bothers me is knowing that my mother will have a hard time if I commit suicide, I do not want to fail either, for years I was in the hospital for some time, in "mental health" due to suicidal tendencies.
