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fuyuu

fuyuu

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Aug 26, 2025
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my bday was yesterday. it just makes me so sad. just a few months ago i thought i'd be dead by now. i just woke up unbelievably tired and wanting to punch the wall knowing i have class in an hour. i saw some other girls in my dorm yesterday celebrate their friends birthday and i keep thinking back on how long it's been since i was able to do that. i wonder if they're going to a nice restaurant for dinner while i'm eating cup noodles. what's a birthday even supposed to celebrate? my existence? this is a stupid joke.
 
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ifihadnever

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Sep 20, 2025
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I've been the same hated my birthday since I was a teen (and that was many moons ago). Sorry you are feeling this way. I feel like I should say happy birthday for yesterday but appreciate you don't like birthdays....hope today is slightly better now yesterday is out the way!
 
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Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
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I also hate the day I was born. It was a huge mistake. That day is a black day on the calendar
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elenaboo25

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Oct 19, 2025
29
I hate the day I was conceived. I don't have it in my calendar, though, as my parents never told me when exactly it was.
 

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