DragonRock13
Dead Inside
- May 13, 2018
- 8
Today just reminds me that my mom got lazy and stopped wanting to do anything with me.
Fylobatica
Inactive
- Apr 1, 2018
- 365
Never celebrated anything in my whole life. One less problem to worry about
My parents loved me. They were not perfect, but they loved me. I don't celebrate anything at this point. Who cares.
FullFat
^best order at Micky-D's ever
- Apr 27, 2018
- 375
Mother's Day just makes me feel guilty. Hard to look my mom in the eye and say, "thank you", while images of blowing my brains out dance behind my eyes. It's not her fault I'm like this, but I know she wants me to live, and I really, really don't. Mother's Day, Father's Day, my b-day - they all celebrate life, and I fucking hate life.
I hate it because I miss my daughter and I don't fucking have her. I will never get to spend mother's day with her.