i hate loneliness

[almondmilk]

i hate being lonely. i wish i could have friends. i wish my ex and I could get back together. i wish my family would take me seriously. if i would disappear, nobody would notice. maybe in weeks. or months. even years. i wish i was skilled in something. i wish i had a job. i wish i could go to uni. i wish to be someone's best friend and safe place. nobody is for me. i haven't hugged someone in 4 months. i miss being held. i don't want to be lonely anymore. i think about ctb-ing soon.i know nobody is going to miss me.

 

[cali22♡]

Same. . . i never got any love from anybody in real life and if i would do ctb nobody would also miss me. I also got no friends in my life i could never knew what real friends are . . .

 

[almondmilk]

Same. . . i never got any love from anybody in real life and if i would do ctb nobody would also miss me. I also got no friends in my life i could never knew what real friends are . . .

i'm so sorry to hear this, i send you a digital hug life sucks without human connection, because people are social creatures. i wish life was easier

 

[cali22♡]

i'm so sorry to hear this, i send you a digital hug life sucks without human connection, because people are social creatures. i wish life was easier

I also send you a digital hug my friend life is soooo stupid

 

[Some place nice]

I feel the same way I only have one friend that I barley talk to and not one to love. I haven't had a huge in a long while also. All I wanted before I go was to be held but I wont get that.

 

[cali22♡]

I'm 24/7 in my room and just watch some vids on the internet or chat in forums

I feel the same way I only have one friend that I barley talk to and not one to love. I haven't had a huge in a long while also. All I wanted before I go was to be held but I wont get that.

Are you Gay or anything else? i'm Trans but nobody knows cause if anybody know i'm Trans i would kill my self instantly
Its make me sooo happy that people have the same problems than i not because the problems are good cause we can Talk about our problems and help each other

 

[day]

I'm sorry to hear your suffering so badly. I hate the feeling of being alone but I also hate putting my baggage onto others. It's turned into me being chronically online sadly.

I hope you manage to find comfort and peace soon OP.

 

[almondmilk]

I feel the same way I only have one friend that I barley talk to and not one to love. I haven't had a huge in a long while also. All I wanted before I go was to be held but I wont get that.

you're slightly better than me. i have 0 friends. days can pass an nobody would ask me how i am. i wish you all the best <3 i send you virtual hugs

I'm sorry to hear your suffering so badly. I hate the feeling of being alone but I also hate putting my baggage onto others. It's turned into me being chronically online sadly.

I hope you manage to find comfort and peace soon OP.

thank u <3 i hope you can find happiness too one day. i still have a little hope, it's the only thing keeping me alive.

 

[username8888]

i wish i was skilled in something. i wish i had a job. i wish i could go to uni. i wish to be someone's best friend and safe place. nobody is for me. i haven't hugged someone in 4 months. i miss being held. i don't want to be lonely anymore. i think about ctb-ing soon.i know nobody is going to miss me.

I wish people forgot me and I wish I had become more lonelier which means no expectations. Which means freedom, at least for me.

 

[cali22♡]

Can you please write me on Session

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Thank you

 

[lyiu]

i hate being lonely. i wish i could have friends. i wish my ex and I could get back together. i wish my family would take me seriously. if i would disappear, nobody would notice. maybe in weeks. or months. even years. i wish i was skilled in something. i wish i had a job. i wish i could go to uni. i wish to be someone's best friend and safe place. nobody is for me. i haven't hugged someone in 4 months. i miss being held. i don't want to be lonely anymore. i think about ctb-ing soon.i know nobody is going to miss me.

I feel the same way. I think one of the worst things anyone can experience is pure loneliness and I dont mean those people that have friends and are like "ughh i dont have anyone" I mean people like us that have no trustworthy friend to lean on. I hate it so much and I get envious even just looking at other people with their friends even though that sounds lame..my brother invited me to his apartment once and tried to introduce his friends to me but I got physically sick in my stomach and asked to get out and sobbed to him..its so unfair.

 

[almondmilk]

I wish people forgot me and I wish I had become more lonelier which means no expectations. Which means freedom, at least for me.

funny how loneliness has different definitions for each person . humans are social creatures , even if we like it or not , we must get through social interactions. some people have it more , and others less. but you know , you get what you don't want in life. you wish to be more lonely , i wish to be less lonely. all the best and i send you a virtual hug <3

 

[just_a_guy]

Sorry to hear this and your words echo my current situation. It's a horrible feeling and sometimes you feel overwhelmed by the loneliness and emptiness if that makes any sense

 

[almondmilk]

I feel the same way. I think one of the worst things anyone can experience is pure loneliness and I dont mean those people that have friends and are like "ughh i dont have anyone" I mean people like us that have no trustworthy friend to lean on. I hate it so much and I get envious even just looking at other people with their friends even though that sounds lame..my brother invited me to his apartment once and tried to introduce his friends to me but I got physically sick in my stomach and asked to get out and sobbed to him..its so unfair.

i feel the exact same way. i envy my high school ex classmates ( i finished highschool) . they have the opportunity to go to uni , and have new friends , and live their best life. i envy my ex. we are back in contact and he had friends and family who supported him through the breakup . meanwhile i am alone. in my room . i can cry my eyes out and nobody would notice. life is so unfair . send you a virtual hug and i wish we could find some people to have a real connection with one day <3

 

[username8888]

you get what you don't want in life. you wish to be more lonely , i wish to be less lonely. all the best and i send you a virtual hug <3

When you write like... Yes you are right, I am always want to avoid attention at any kind though expectations always find me. Do you wish to be liked or something? Interesting. We are wishing different things but we would feel same relief if we got it. Interesting.

 

[almondmilk]

Sorry to hear this and your words echo my current situation. It's a horrible feeling and sometimes you feel overwhelmed by the loneliness and emptiness if that makes any sense

i am praying for both of us to finally have a real connection with someone <3 wish you all the best , sending you a virtual hug <3

 

[just_a_guy]

i am praying for both of us to finally have a real connection with someone <3 wish you all the best , sending you a virtual hug <3

Thanks, I feel virtually better now lol. Sending one your way too

 

[carac]

I've made a lot of friends in this community, it takes time though

 

[almondmilk]

I've made a lot of friends in this community, it takes time though

everything takes time. i'm glad you found meaningful connections <3 sending you virtual hugs

 

[puella]

i hate being lonely. i wish i could have friends. i wish my ex and I could get back together. i wish my family would take me seriously. if i would disappear, nobody would notice. maybe in weeks. or months. even years. i wish i was skilled in something. i wish i had a job. i wish i could go to uni. i wish to be someone's best friend and safe place. nobody is for me. i haven't hugged someone in 4 months. i miss being held. i don't want to be lonely anymore. i think about ctb-ing soon.i know nobody is going to miss me.

I'm sorry you feel so alone. I know how painful that can be. Please know I am here for you, I care about you.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Loneliness is truly awful. You have my condolences. Hopefully you get a real connection soon

 

[almondmilk]

Loneliness is truly awful. You have my condolences. Hopefully you get a real connection soon

thank u <3 i used to have a real connection , 4 months ago. this person and i are back in contact but i'm afraid he does not want to continue our relationship. i'm aware that i'll never have such a deep connection with someone ever. i still hope that he is one day i'll receive the "can we try again" message

 

[ijustwishtodie]

thank u <3 i used to have a real connection , 4 months ago. this person and i are back in contact but i'm afraid he does not want to continue our relationship. i'm aware that i'll never have such a deep connection with someone ever. i still hope that he is one day i'll receive the "can we try again" message

I'm so sorry about that. Hopefully you receive that message from him or hopefully you find another relationship in which you have a deep connection with. I wish you all the best

 

[almondmilk]

I'm so sorry about that. Hopefully you receive that message from him or hopefully you find another relationship in which you have a deep connection with. I wish you all the best

thank u so much <3 <3 i am praying every day . sending you virtual hugs <3 <3

 

[notprettyenough]

i hate being lonely. i wish i could have friends. i wish my ex and I could get back together. i wish my family would take me seriously. if i would disappear, nobody would notice. maybe in weeks. or months. even years. i wish i was skilled in something. i wish i had a job. i wish i could go to uni. i wish to be someone's best friend and safe place. nobody is for me. i haven't hugged someone in 4 months. i miss being held. i don't want to be lonely anymore. i think about ctb-ing soon.i know nobody is going to miss me.

I feel this so much, if it wasn't for my bf is have nothing left and even there I don't feel fully emotionally well because he hurt me really badly in the past.

I have a shit job and have no idea if I'll get into uni, I am barely holding on and feel like I am just scum on earth and the biggest looser with a dead end job at grocery store and I have absolutely nothing going for me.

Worst part is I've never had real friends, just good grades and was in a good school until my ed took over

 

[almondmilk]

I feel this so much, if it wasn't for my bf is have nothing left and even there I don't feel fully emotionally well because he hurt me really badly in the past.

I have a shit job and have no idea if I'll get into uni, I am barely holding on and feel like I am just scum on earth and the biggest looser with a dead end job at grocery store and I have absolutely nothing going for me.

Worst part is I've never had real friends, just good grades and was in a good school until my ed took over

our stories are so different, yet so similar . wish you all the best <3 <3 sending virtual hugs <3

 

[ijustwishtodie]

thank u so much <3 <3 i am praying every day . sending you virtual hugs <3 <3

Sending you virtual hugs too <3

 

[mekurin]

Lonliness hurts so much. I nearly ctb'ed twice when I was 12 because i was hurting so much. I have a cat now. A few friends check on me and parents that pretend to care. I guess its better than nothing tho. Would you like someone to talk to?

 

[almondmilk]

Lonliness hurts so much. I nearly ctb'ed twice when I was 12 because i was hurting so much. I have a cat now. A few friends check on me and parents that pretend to care. I guess its better than nothing tho. Would you like someone to talk to?

thank u <3 i would love to !! so happy that u got a cat , i hope you give it the best care <3 sending hugs <3

 

[mekurin]

thank u <3 i would love to !! so happy that u got a cat , i hope you give it the best care <3 sending hugs <3

uhh seeing pms are gone from here how would you like to chat?