angelallalone
Member
- Nov 9, 2022
- 5
i'm rlly not vibing with this life thing, like I am so tired of everything. I have felt this way for as long as I can remember, but the feeling only grows stronger. And I actually kinda like being able to experience this world, but the fact that i have to survive in it is too much for me for some reason??? Like I don't understand how other people are doing this. I feel like an empty person or like I've been burdened with my existence. It's not even a bad existence or anything, I'm just tired. I'm ready to stop. I wish i could give my entire being to someone else so that they could just take my place. every day, I hope that i will die in an accident, or . Like maybe I can handle a few more years, but unless something changes, I feel like dying asap would be the nicest option. I'm ready to be done with this, like there's this deep deep desire for death that i feel. Even my therapist doesn't know what to tell me.