FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 47,684
I just view doing that as being so invalidating and insensitive, it's like an insult to all the endless suffering and senseless cruelty that continues to be repeated in an endless cycle as new life is forced here, the reality is that existence truly is something so dreadful and harmful, existence is a horrific, tragic mistake in the first place.
To be conscious and aware in an existence where we are destined to decay, where suffering is inevitable and where there is unlimited potential to suffer could never be a positive thing, it's all just so unnecessary.
And it's even worse how despite this hellish reality humans make suicide as difficult as possible, they want to make existence into a prison where one must be a slave to an existence where chance so cruelly determines everything. I have enough awareness to recognise that existence is such a terrible, pointless burden that only leads to more suffering, it will always be a delusion that existence is supposedly a positive thing as it could never be, it just causes harm.
Only nothingness is desirable and appealing to me, there should just be nothing, I despise existence and all the suffering that has been experienced as a result of it, only death could ever offer relief from the terrible burden that is existence, I wish that existence was accepted as the harmful thing that it truly is so people would no longer cruelly force life here as all the suffering is ultimately caused by existence in itself after all.
To be conscious and aware in an existence where we are destined to decay, where suffering is inevitable and where there is unlimited potential to suffer could never be a positive thing, it's all just so unnecessary.
And it's even worse how despite this hellish reality humans make suicide as difficult as possible, they want to make existence into a prison where one must be a slave to an existence where chance so cruelly determines everything. I have enough awareness to recognise that existence is such a terrible, pointless burden that only leads to more suffering, it will always be a delusion that existence is supposedly a positive thing as it could never be, it just causes harm.
Only nothingness is desirable and appealing to me, there should just be nothing, I despise existence and all the suffering that has been experienced as a result of it, only death could ever offer relief from the terrible burden that is existence, I wish that existence was accepted as the harmful thing that it truly is so people would no longer cruelly force life here as all the suffering is ultimately caused by existence in itself after all.
