I hate it so much that I have to commit suicide

[NaNO2_is_the_answer]

I really don't want to die. But I'm stuck in this ugly, extremely mentally ill, short body. I hurts so much knowing that I will be in this endless void of nothingness instead of being reincarnated into a good-looking, tall, healthy body.

Only being attractive and healthy matters in this world.

 

[cosmic_traveler]

I really don't want to die. But I'm stuck in this ugly, extremely mentally ill, short body. I hurts so much knowing that I will be in this endless void of nothingness instead of being reincarnated into a good-looking, tall, healthy body.

Only being attractive and healthy matters in this world.

I'm very sorry that you are so hurt, but you are none of those disparaging words. We wish we could squeeze a hug into you that would help you understand.

You are the Creator as well as the Destroyer. It's your choice what to do with these gifts and the only adequate judge of your decisions is you.

 

[Waterfall500]

I relate to this tbh. Its easy for attractive people to be happy. Hope your doing alright anyway. I know I'm not

 

[Darkover]

I don't get the meaning of life and struggle through it if the end is inevitable and, for a lot people, full of suffering

 

[Olisop21.]

Makes no sense.

 

[permanently tired]

I relate to this tbh. Its easy for attractive people to be happy. Hope your doing alright anyway. I know I'm not

I think people need good self esteem even if they are conventionally attractive. People tell me I'm good looking, but my self esteem fluctuates heavily and I slip into periods where I don't take care of myself and think I'm ugly. In the same vein, only my friends tell me that so idk how good looking I would be to an outsider. I always wanted to be a relationship, but no luck.

 

[Gonnerr]

For me its soon , and i accept it , i have a great way to go (SN) , if i wait , i may have to rely on harder method.

I can die peacefully with hypoxia in my bed.

 

[restless.dreams]

I don't really agree with what you said. You don't "have to commit suicide," mentally ill and unconventionally attractive people have a right to live as much as anybody else. You were born into the body and the life you have, and it's your choice what to do with it.

Nevertheless, I'm sorry you are suffering and I wish you the best.

 

[worthIess]

i want to die but i wish i didn't have to go through the process of ctb. i wish i could die of a heart attack in my sleep or something. or have a sudden fatal brain aneurysm. (god, you hear that?)