Venting I hate how worthless and useless I am as a man

[deep-sleeper]

I hate watching her go through the worst period in her life, while I live a whole continent away, and all I can do is selfishly tell her to keep going

I hate how every day I try to make some kind of money, and everything keeps going wrong

I am just waiting for her to find someone kind hearted that isn't a total fucking bum like me, so that I can finally kill myself, knowing she's living a better life

She deserves better

 

[Jubeout]

I feel for you. I feel useless myself for many reasons. Would like to take a final break and stop making so many bad choices.

 

[EternalShore]

I'm really sorry you feel that way~ :( I understand that you feel that way, but just know that you're doing the best you can for her~ :) Just keep doing so~ She still talks to you for a reason~ :)