kindawannacrylol
Student
- Jan 13, 2021
- 142
I hate how sad I make people. I put on a facade when I'm around people and I don't tell people much about my life. I made the mistake of telling a friend about the chaos in my life and she was so so sad, she spent the rest of our coffee shop trip silent and couldn't even hug me goodbye. My shit is so heavy it ruins other people, my sadness is so contagious it's like a disease, whenever i get close to anyone it's like i smother them in darkness. a friend stopped talking to me and when i asked her why she said speaking to me makes her sad. i hate that i make people i love feel like that. it sucks