I hate having good dreams

[issyishere]

The sadness isn't there anymore but the feeling of being happy and coming to the crushing realization of your true reality is awful. Anyone else here feel the same?

 

[hatelife]

yes the same, christmas is coming n im all alone, wish I had family of my own n fun like national lampoons christmas movie

 

[issyishere]

yes the same, christmas is coming n im all alone, wish I had family of my own n fun like national lampoons christmas movie

Love that movie

 

[LMLN]

Yep. Good dreams at night of my old life. I wake up to my reality, which is a nightmare. Its makes mornings horrible. I understand.

 

[Worthless_nobody]

I get the feeling. I hate dreaming. It's either something good that reminds me of how my life used to be or a nightmare from hell that gives me flashbacks of the abuse. Both of those situations leave me even more depressed and mad I have to wake up to this terrible reality and didn't go in my sleep. I just can't accept my reality... Being forced to nightly see what I used to have and what was cruelly taken from me is just too much. Dreams are like a sick evil way life is mocking me.

 

[JoeFailure]

I had what I'd consider a good dream last night. I was driving on a road that curved around a mountain and I lost control and my car flew off the road and I plummeted to my death.

I floated out of my body and felt love, and was told by someone that we chose to come here and it's all kind of like a movie. We all play different parts.

I didn't get to ask why I chose such a shitty role before I woke back up into this nightmare.

 

[Astral316]

I have a recurring dream where the girl of my dreams taunts me in different ways... not even in my dreams do I get what I want. I'd gladly welcome nightmares at this point... feel like bashing my head against a wall so maybe my brain will stop producing this wretched imagery in my sleep.

 

[JimFord99]

I don't have good dreams. My dreams are wrapped in horror and fear, some entity is lurking me, dark dreams of an abandoned remote building, where I ended up. Odd.