I can't understand procreation, so I get more depressed. My parents expect grandchildren and I can't, not being aware of the terror of existing--it would be evil for me to do such a thing. Society's obsession with producing more humans is disheartening because I'm expected to have babies too. A woman not having kids is a taboo for some reason. I always get asked when I'm going to have kids. I'm a junkie, what can I offer a child?
Procreation servers the needs and wants of procreator, it can never be for the unborn child in first place, many say that it's a gift and you should be thankful, whatever unlogical arguments, i agree, by creating i can compare it to death sentence and lifetime rape, which is very much accepted by most of current society, many are brainwashed, it's biological urge at some point to reproduce, but not much thoughts are given, let's just make a baby, and on it's way think of what we can do to that innocent thing, help it adjust current situation, or just neglect it,
Me too, friend. I'm thinking about buy herion and melting too much on a spoon and having an overdose. Similar to N, I would think. Nod off and not wake up.
It also comes down to the fact that it is much cheaper to treat alcohol than trauma.
