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stink144

stink144

Nothing
Dec 29, 2024
37
I can't stand living in a body that was made to be fucked and from behind on top of that. I need to kill myself
 
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Dongle

Dongle

FIRMLY GRASP IT
Apr 14, 2025
22
You are absolutely not just a body to get fucked. Hell no :(
 
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Kadaver

Kadaver

I hope this hurts
Aug 11, 2023
149
I'm AFAB and very dysphoric too. My body is one of the biggest reasons I want to die. I cant handle feeling this shitty all the time anymore
 
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aroll

aroll

13th
Aug 19, 2023
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There's more to being a woman than being fucked. Women have already been unfairly repressed enough throughout history and fought heavy battles to break away from that cycle and to get to where we are today. To show that we are normal human beings. The fact that you're able to have a phone/laptop/computer where you're writing this from right now shows that. As well as being able to go to school, vote or have literally anything that you can call your own possesion. You're able to choose, that's not something we've always had.

I understand trauma, identity issues or whatever happened to make you think like this. Whether it was real people from your life or the internet that made you feel like this, just know that they are wrong. Try to find the root of the issue and fight through it. Internalized misogyny will get you nowhere.

Also please try stay safe, I'm sure you can find people that relate to you and are willing to listen to you problems and lend you a hand if you need it.
 
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Kadaver

Kadaver

I hope this hurts
Aug 11, 2023
149
There's more to being a woman than being fucked. Women have already been unfairly repressed enough throughout history and fought heavy battles to break away from that cycle and to get to where we are today. To show that we are normal human beings. The fact that you're able to have a phone/laptop/computer where you're writing this from right now shows that. As well as being able to go to school, vote or have literally anything that you can call your own possesion. You're able to choose, that's not something we've always had.

I understand trauma, identity issues or whatever happened to make you think like this. Whether it was real people from your life or the internet that made you feel like this, just know that they are wrong. Try to find the root of the issue and fight through it. Internalized misogyny will get you nowhere.

Also please try stay safe, I'm sure you can find people that relate to you and are willing to listen to you problems and lend you a hand if you need it.
Bro, obviously I'm not OP, but my dysphoria doesn't really care that I have "rights". Telling someone whose dysphoric to essentially be grateful because they could have it worse is just worthless and imo harmful.
 
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Linda

Linda

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Jul 30, 2020
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Your body is capable of doing very many different things. Sex is only one of them. If sex doesn't appeal, use your body for something else.
 
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YandereMikuMistress

YandereMikuMistress

you say falling victim to myself is weak, so be it
Apr 26, 2023
641
I can't stand living in a body that was made to be fucked and from behind on top of that. I need to kill myself
I completely understand in my own way but as a women I can't tell you how much it really is effecting me I'm acesexual to and I'm already bad with using labels like that so the fact my body is what at times keep my relationship going tears me apart
 
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Droso

Droso

Born, survive, reproduce, die.
Dec 23, 2024
146
Bro, obviously I'm not OP, but my dysphoria doesn't really care that I have "rights". Telling someone whose dysphoric to essentially be grateful because they could have it worse is just worthless and imo harmful.
Unfortunately, cis people just don't understand dysphoria. Especially when it's ftm-aligned. They imagine it to be the same as dysmorphia or internalized misogyny when that's not the case.

To OP- I understand. My bottom dysphoria is strong and I hate not being able to penetrate. It just feels plain wrong. I wish there was an easier option to replace it with a dick or at least get rid of it. That would help a lot of people in our situation.
 
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Linda

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Unfortunately, cis people just don't understand dysphoria. Especially when it's ftm-aligned. They imagine it to be the same as dysmorphia or internalized misogyny when that's not the case.

To OP- I understand. My bottom dysphoria is strong and I hate not being able to penetrate. It just feels plain wrong. I wish there was an easier option to replace it with a dick or at least get rid of it. That would help a lot of people in our situation.
Have you tried using a strap-on dildo?
 
Kadaver

Kadaver

I hope this hurts
Aug 11, 2023
149
Have you tried using a strap-on dildo?
You can't feel through a strap on. My bottom dysphoria might be different, but a strap on wouldn't solve it or make it better. It might actually make it worse. I want a dick. I don't want bottom surgery I want to have been born a male
 
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Michelstaedter

Michelstaedter

Member
Feb 25, 2025
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At one point, a girl told me she felt bad that men saw her as "a piece of meat," obviously in the sexual sense, but in the end, that was her vision. Obviously, many men would see her as someone they'd want to f...ing with. However, I reiterate, that was her vision. We are men and women, we were born randomly with this body, whatever biologically. It's not like men have an "annoying extension" at the bottom and women just have "a hole" to stick something in.
 

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