Venting I got the shortest stick at birth

[Rollinggirl]

It seems like I am always at the losing end. Always, from birth till teens. I am 18+ now, I still feel like a miserable sack of chaotic, nuisance, burden shit. I am onky adding to the financial burden. And my mom is going crazy because of me. Im just going insane too. I would have died a long time ago but I cannot seem to find the right spot to jump from?! I have no guns either. No money to buy nembutal.
I literally cannot enjoy anything at all.Nothing! NOTHING!

 

[Lara Francis]

Hi.
I am sorry,I can relate to this.
The only brief moments of enjoyment are with my son 3 times a week , I would just like to sleep for the remaining times either side of these visits.
I hope u can find some relief soon.x