alexK
Tormented
- Mar 9, 2020
- 149
Today I finally got out of the bedroom that I've been basically living in 24/7 for the past 3 weeks. I went to stay in the living room for a change. It just feels strange changing my prison of choice. So I'm watching National Geographic and browsing the site. I've been basically living in my bed unmotivated to pursue the job I was offered. I need the money and I need a routine change but I feel too damaged to function as a normal human being. Incapable of social interaction. I don't know for how long I'll stay useless and dumb.