shadow999
Student
- Sep 6, 2024
- 114
So I got my SN from the Ukrainian source. It came a few days late. It came in a black plastic package taped up with a regular cardboard box inside. Lots of tape. Its is a silver plastic bag with a warning label on it. The stuff seemed pretty hard but it felt like I was able to break it up with just my hands.
I think my therapist knows I want to attempt...ngl I'm a little more nervous about it than I thought. Oh well. I know this is what I want. My family, at least my parents, are going to be devistated. Knowing that definitely makes it a little harder. I just feel so dead inside. Complete anhedonia with no changes. I'm ready to go. I was thinking this Monday.
Anyways just needed to vent briefly.
Thanks for reading and best wishes
I think my therapist knows I want to attempt...ngl I'm a little more nervous about it than I thought. Oh well. I know this is what I want. My family, at least my parents, are going to be devistated. Knowing that definitely makes it a little harder. I just feel so dead inside. Complete anhedonia with no changes. I'm ready to go. I was thinking this Monday.
Anyways just needed to vent briefly.
Thanks for reading and best wishes