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babyneo1

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Apr 23, 2026
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I bought 500g, storing it in the wardrobe
Got (metoclopramide) as well

Can't get my hands on benzos

But being given:
Lithium carbonate 300mg
Olanzapin 10mg at evening
venlafaksin 75+75mg at evening

Maybe those will help, my parent giving me so I don't have access to many.

Is it enough for a peaceful CTB?!
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
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Just lie to your doctor that you have anxiety panic attacks and maybe he will prescribe benzos. That's how I got mine.
 
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babyneo1

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Apr 23, 2026
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Just lie to your doctor that you have anxiety panic attacks and maybe he will prescribe benzos. That's how I got mine.
I am taking other meds that can achieve that effect I think.

You planning to use SN for CTB as well?
 
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tooafraidtodiez

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Apr 29, 2026
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Peaceful CTB with SN the hard truth is pretty hard to achieve unless you can pass out with overdose of benzos before 10 min (source WPD). Also take antacid because some user have reported burning sensation in their stomach, while others don't. Which is suspected to happen due to high stomach acid, I'd just take the maximum recommended dose. Also painkiller but preferably not the one with opioid paracetamol 1000mg is what recommended according to Stan's guide.
 
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babyneo1

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Apr 23, 2026
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Peaceful CTB with SN the hard truth is pretty hard to achieve unless you can pass out with overdose of benzos before 10 min (source WPD). Also take antacid because some user have reported burning sensation in their stomach, while others don't. Which is suspected to happen due to high stomach acid, I'd just take the maximum recommended dose. Also painkiller but preferably not the one with opioid paracetamol 1000mg is what recommended according to Stan's guide.
So you recommend to get:

- paracetamol
- antiacid

Any other recommendations? A bit scared of pain but have to tough it out if want the result achieved
 
Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
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When you planning to do? 25g? Someone recommend get a lollipop to distract stomach and mind to ease
I plan to go in August this year (probably). I will ingest 25g, no lollipop, just a bottle of water to wash out the residual saltiness from my mouth.
 
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tooafraidtodiez

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Apr 29, 2026
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So you recommend to get:

- paracetamol
- antiacid

Any other recommendations? A bit scared of pain but have to tough it out if want the result achieved
Yes the benzos, but if it's impossible to get and you feel like ctb is is the only option paracetamol along with ae and antacid should be enough
 
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babyneo1

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Apr 23, 2026
81
Yes the benzos, but if it's impossible to get and you feel like ctb is is the only option paracetamol along with ae and antacid should be enough
I have AE and can get paracetamol

Thanks
Wish you find peace in August
I plan to go in August this year (probably). I will ingest 25g, no lollipop, just a bottle of water to wash out the residual saltiness from my mouth.
 

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