Codename_Joryu
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- Dec 15, 2023
- 83
I never shared this with anyone because it's by far the most degrading thing that has ever happened to me, not even my parents know about this. But since I plan to ctb anyway, I might as well come clean. When I was 8 I got sexually assaulted by my male friend, I don't want to get into the details because it was just fucking weird and disgusting. On top of that I was groomed on several occasions by older people and friends. I thought it will never affect me and just moved on, but it did later in my life. It made my self esteem drop to 0 and made my confidence nonexistent, it also heavily affected my view of sex and relationships. That's honestly one of the biggest reasons why I hate myself and want to die. I could never get a girlfriend and yet people were using me like it was nothing. I feel so pathetic and dirty because of that, like a literal subhuman.
