foggyskies_
In traveling, companionship- in life, sympathy.
- Dec 16, 2024
- 53
What it says on the tin. I'm proud of myself? I still have so much work to do.
It seems like a fun position, too. The hiring manager was friendly, I think I did a good job at mantaining professionalism. Hopefully that gets my foot in the door? I have an audition to record. I hope that the position isn't too competitive. Every single job seems insanely competitive these days, with ghost listings and the recession and all that. I really need a job. I need a better income to save up for moving out, but more importantly something to make me worthy.
I'm a little guilty that I'm looking at this position when my the job is my girlfriend's passion and I'm basically taking it away from her. I wish I could give her my spot so she could do what she loves. I talked to her about it. She says she doesn't mind, but the guilt still oozes in my chest.
I'm also worried about the schedule. It requires about a mile of walking per day, and 2 weekdays a week minimum for hours. Normally a person could do this no problem, but my disabilities have me worried. I need far more rest time than a typical young adult. What if it causes flare ups and I fall behind in college? What if I get sick too much (immunocompromised) and get fired? I have to take what I can get. Arthritis is a cruel monster.
Anyway, I'm gonna try and see the bright side of things. I'm proud of myself for doing the interview. Wish me luck in getting the position? I hope you all have a wonderful day. I'm going to reward myself with a shower...
It seems like a fun position, too. The hiring manager was friendly, I think I did a good job at mantaining professionalism. Hopefully that gets my foot in the door? I have an audition to record. I hope that the position isn't too competitive. Every single job seems insanely competitive these days, with ghost listings and the recession and all that. I really need a job. I need a better income to save up for moving out, but more importantly something to make me worthy.
I'm a little guilty that I'm looking at this position when my the job is my girlfriend's passion and I'm basically taking it away from her. I wish I could give her my spot so she could do what she loves. I talked to her about it. She says she doesn't mind, but the guilt still oozes in my chest.
I'm also worried about the schedule. It requires about a mile of walking per day, and 2 weekdays a week minimum for hours. Normally a person could do this no problem, but my disabilities have me worried. I need far more rest time than a typical young adult. What if it causes flare ups and I fall behind in college? What if I get sick too much (immunocompromised) and get fired? I have to take what I can get. Arthritis is a cruel monster.
Anyway, I'm gonna try and see the bright side of things. I'm proud of myself for doing the interview. Wish me luck in getting the position? I hope you all have a wonderful day. I'm going to reward myself with a shower...
