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why am i alive?

why am i alive?

Look where i ended
Oct 18, 2023
105
Everyone in this place blames it on me I had to talk to another authority person. It's the 3 time.
Im in an place to treat ED longterm for contest.
Someone has been Pucking all over our fucking toilet and I'm getting the blame. They don't even bother asking one of the others no only I get blamed and it doesn't matter how often I tell them that I'm not that person they still look at me disappointed and tell me that it's nothing to be ashamed of.
I'm not even being listent to
AND THE WORSED PART IS
I have never seen that Puke so I can't even prove its not me because I have no clue what they are talking about.
I also always get accused of running around in my room like get it together.
What is the deal with those people.
Why are they making stuff up to blame me for.
I bet they just want me to get kicked out.
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,558
Damn, this is triggering. I hope it works out for you. Maybe someone has some suggestion to get them to understand that it's not you, and being blamed for something you haven't done is making you feel worse.
 

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