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ththth999

ththth999

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Mar 9, 2023
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i feel like nothing works for me, i already tried overdosing multiple times and i tried hanging myself on a doorknob which failed because of how low it was. i cant really access any resources specifically for ctb or just generally cant buy anything at all so is there any way to do it in such an environment? just please don't say that i should take time to figure that out because that ain't working ;;;
 
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Scattered-Soul

Scattered-Soul

It was an indescribable pain
Oct 2, 2023
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I'm in the exact same situation so I know how hard it is and how limited our options are. Sadly hanging seems to be the only possible method in such an environment. Maybe jumping too but you still have to find a place + for me personally I'd rather strangle myself than try and go through with that. I guess the only advise I can give is to practice partial hanging until the compression of the carotid arteries is successful, that's my plan at least if I'm not able to get SN. A lot of people have managed to hang themselves on doorknobs so I don't think that should be a limitation (even though it's not ideal and it sucks a lot).
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I really wish there is a straightforward way to just leave this existence, I find it so horrible how it's so difficult to die and I get that it's so dreadful feeling trapped here. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Limited options don't make it easier. Unfortunately that is the truth. It's so inhumane that peaceful and reliable methods are so inaccessible. I hope you find peace.
 
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stillvoices

stillvoices

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Oct 18, 2023
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Unfortunately I have to wait 2 more years to get information that I think I can count on so I understand. I've tried a couple bottles of muscle relaxers but nope. Tried wrists but was too young to understand the correct way.

Wish the world would understand and make it as humane as it is for animals.
 
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ddn.ctb

ddn.ctb

Waiting to step off in front of an audience
Sep 9, 2023
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i feel like nothing works for me, i already tried overdosing multiple times and i tried hanging myself on a doorknob which failed because of how low it was. i cant really access any resources specifically for ctb or just generally cant buy anything at all so is there any way to do it in such an environment? just please don't say that i should take time to figure that out because that ain't working ;;;
It's not an easy thing to do. You have to be technically correct and the will power to do it. It's not a small task
 
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ththth999

ththth999

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Mar 9, 2023
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It's not an easy thing to do. You have to be technically correct and the will power to do it. It's not a small task
i know its not and unfortunately learned it the hard way
 
loverula

loverula

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Aug 14, 2023
26
you could try swiping some alcohol to lower your inhibition and jump from somewhere high? Also im in the same situation and the only methods I can think of that are accessible is anything involving your carotid artery.
 

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