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madisnotokay
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- Jan 29, 2020
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anyone is feeling useless even when you are thinking about killing yourself? everything was ready and set for the sn method, till i have the brilliant stupid idea to see how the body gets after sn death... and i gave up. i hate my parents, but i couldn't help but thinking about how is going to be for them seeing my body like that, it's terrible. i know that no body is going to look pretty after death but man... i wasnt expecting this. and i gave up. i had all in my hands. and i gave up. i'm worthless even for death. is there any method that is fast but you doesnt look like that? i'm scared that sn is the only way for me.