WhiteSkinRedBlood
Member
- Aug 17, 2025
- 19
I hate people, no matter who they are, just because they're happy. Fucking dumbasses being happy and ignoring that there's so much shit in the world. LOOK THE FUCK AROUND YOU. Just because you live a perfect life doesn't mean everybody else does.
I feel like I'm the only smart person in the world when I shouldn't be. Everyone just sounds so dumb and stupid. Of course, before, I found some people dumb and annoying, but now it's EVERYONE.
People who are against suicide just because they're told it's bad. Fucking learn shit instead of spewing regurgitated lies.
People who say suicide is selfish. Or even saying that it's selfish to do it when others can see. THEY'RE KILLING THEMSELVES, IT DOESN'T FUCKING MATTER.
Every single opinion on the internet makes me mad, no matter what it is.
Recently learned that I was sexually assaulted countless times, it wasn't just one time. So fucking blind to love that the only time I thought it was sexual assault was when I was being threatened and insulted. Shit went on for so long and, in the end, I never even told anyone. Still can't.
None of my online friends are talking to me, they're probably seriously all dead. And I obviously don't have any irl friends. All I'm doing is thinking to myself. No one hears me, no one knows me, no one will ever help. I literally mean NOTHING TO THE FUCKING WORLD. And when I die, no one will care STILL. Maybe I'd be in the news, but they usually don't give out much info on the victim when it comes to suicide news stories.
I just want to be recognized. And not as some "oh she was depressed, suicide is never the answer, she should've gotten help" kinda bullshit. When I die, I want society to KNOW what happened exactly and because of it, FIX THE PROBLEMS WITH THE WORLD SO ALL THE FUCKING SHIT THAT'S HAPPENED TO ME NEVER HAPPENS TO ANYONE ELSE.
I hate people who don't kill themselves, what fucking paradise are you living in.
hate it, hate hate hate hate hate every fucking thing. every human being is disgusting.
I don't want to hate everything. I'm just so sick of everything. Everything's dull. Nobody cares. And nobody will care when I am dead. There's people committing suicide EVERY FUCKING DAY. AND NOBODY DOES ANYTHING TO SOLVE IT. THEY JUST KEEP IT OUT OF THE NEWS CAUSE THEY DON'T WANT MORE SUICIDES. FIX THE FUCKING PROBLEMS PEOPLE ARE GOING THROUGH INSTEAD OF IGNORING THEIR DEATHS AND BLAME NOT TALKING ABOUT IT ON "SUICIDE'S BAD" AND BS. PEOPLE ARE FUCKING DYING HERE.
People take things too seriously and other things not seriously enough.
The world doesn't have to be pointless to live in, but people refuse to make society better, and they never will. So it is pointless. Nobody will ever fucking fix it.
Suicides are just gonna keep happening every day more and more and nothing will ever change.
I'm completely invisible to society. Not a single person knows what I have been through, and my complete thoughts, except myself.
I feel like I'm the only smart person in the world when I shouldn't be. Everyone just sounds so dumb and stupid. Of course, before, I found some people dumb and annoying, but now it's EVERYONE.
People who are against suicide just because they're told it's bad. Fucking learn shit instead of spewing regurgitated lies.
People who say suicide is selfish. Or even saying that it's selfish to do it when others can see. THEY'RE KILLING THEMSELVES, IT DOESN'T FUCKING MATTER.
Every single opinion on the internet makes me mad, no matter what it is.
Recently learned that I was sexually assaulted countless times, it wasn't just one time. So fucking blind to love that the only time I thought it was sexual assault was when I was being threatened and insulted. Shit went on for so long and, in the end, I never even told anyone. Still can't.
None of my online friends are talking to me, they're probably seriously all dead. And I obviously don't have any irl friends. All I'm doing is thinking to myself. No one hears me, no one knows me, no one will ever help. I literally mean NOTHING TO THE FUCKING WORLD. And when I die, no one will care STILL. Maybe I'd be in the news, but they usually don't give out much info on the victim when it comes to suicide news stories.
I just want to be recognized. And not as some "oh she was depressed, suicide is never the answer, she should've gotten help" kinda bullshit. When I die, I want society to KNOW what happened exactly and because of it, FIX THE PROBLEMS WITH THE WORLD SO ALL THE FUCKING SHIT THAT'S HAPPENED TO ME NEVER HAPPENS TO ANYONE ELSE.
I hate people who don't kill themselves, what fucking paradise are you living in.
hate it, hate hate hate hate hate every fucking thing. every human being is disgusting.
I don't want to hate everything. I'm just so sick of everything. Everything's dull. Nobody cares. And nobody will care when I am dead. There's people committing suicide EVERY FUCKING DAY. AND NOBODY DOES ANYTHING TO SOLVE IT. THEY JUST KEEP IT OUT OF THE NEWS CAUSE THEY DON'T WANT MORE SUICIDES. FIX THE FUCKING PROBLEMS PEOPLE ARE GOING THROUGH INSTEAD OF IGNORING THEIR DEATHS AND BLAME NOT TALKING ABOUT IT ON "SUICIDE'S BAD" AND BS. PEOPLE ARE FUCKING DYING HERE.
People take things too seriously and other things not seriously enough.
The world doesn't have to be pointless to live in, but people refuse to make society better, and they never will. So it is pointless. Nobody will ever fucking fix it.
Suicides are just gonna keep happening every day more and more and nothing will ever change.
I'm completely invisible to society. Not a single person knows what I have been through, and my complete thoughts, except myself.
