I fucking hate everything

[SuicidalSheep]

No I'm not being "edgy" I used to not be like this at all. I hate most fundamental things about this world. I hate nature and its brutal unfair bullshit that people keep worshipping as okay. I hate life. I hate society. I hate humans. Yet I'm dependant on them and I fucking hate that too. They put me here without a shred of consideration and the "mental help" out there is a fucking sham. They don't give a fuck. I hate myself too but that doesn't make me angry that just makes me sad.

 

[AllFoxedOut]

All my hate is internal. Self directed. I actually hold a great deal of love for people on this planet.

But God fucking dammit do I hate myself.

 

[SuicidalSheep]

All my hate is internal. Self directed. I actually hold a great deal of love for people on this planet.

But God fucking dammit do I hate myself.

I used to be like that, until I saw what the world and people are really like. It's cruel, unfair and brutal. Abuse and suffering is disproportionate. I just want the easily avoidable, unnecessary suffering of sentient beings to stop.

Edit: For example, How is it 2023 and there's still so many places you can't even be openly gay without severe reprocussions? Is it really that hard to not be severely bigoted? Such a small thing to ask. It can be life or death. Over something as silly as who fucks who, amd it goes against any logic. But it's part of a much larger pattern of stuff like that.

 

[FuneralCry]

I also despise existence, this world truly is such a hellish place and I think it makes sense hating this as I could never see suffering as being acceptable and the reality is that this world is filled with endless suffering and senseless cruelty.

I've personally never wished to exist here, for me the only relief lies in permanent non-existence, I think it's irrational wishing to exist in this horrific reality, it's a terrible crime to me how people continue to procreate, I wish humans were aware enough not to burden someone else with existence.

 

[SuicidalSheep]

I also despise existence, this world truly is such a hellish place and I think it makes sense hating this as I could never see suffering as being acceptable and the reality is that this world is filled with endless suffering and senseless cruelty.

I've personally never wished to exist here, for me the only relief lies in permanent non-existence, I think it's irrational wishing to exist in this horrific reality, it's a terrible crime to me how people continue to procreate, I wish humans were aware enough not to burden someone else with existence.

Humans pride themselves on being more self aware than other species and capable of rational thought.

Yet somehow they're not self aware enough to see all the suffering they cause based on their emotions. It's sad.