Venting I fucking hate being a black girl

[cyanidekitty]

i can definitely relate to u on some things

especially not being lightskin or mixed makes it so much harder to date because most ppl nowadays will only date lightskins or will only fetishizes darker skinned women.
its so exhausting. + the millions of comments & opinions about how black women should act and how they do act and how they look and dress or talk or walk like oh my fucking goodness can WE LIVEE

& then on top of that bs you have ppl within our own community that— if you're alternative in any manner will call you whitewashed

anyway, you cant change your skin tone so i guess try to make the best out of it if possible <33

(the way i do is by literally making it known that i hate the people that have said racist things to me & tried to use that racist rude humor on me then they just never talk to me again because from then on im just rude asf to them lol)

 

[cluefixphantom]

I think life can be somewhat okay as a black woman if you're rich and reasonably healthy, I mean look at Rihanna, she has many friends too. So much depends on money and health. I'm not black, but I'm biologically female and have disabilities (organ defects, thyroid, kidneys maybe are affected the most), many insult me for an ugly face and damaged hair since my childhood, I am often seen as r'tard and hermaphrodit, freak.

Because of their hate crimes against me, I'm extremely disadvantaged in life. I am sad that right-conservative/liberal people are the norm in Germany.

But theoretically, if I were rich, I could still buy my own house, have everyday assistance, could travel, could have another house in Italy or Iceland or anywhere else. My own bodyguard and driver. And even enjoy some romance through a private escort, for example. The problem is, I'm poor, and that makes everything much harder. All the discriminations fusion together to kill.

Others who are systemconformists and have reached the function as labor slave for a company/authority just push me further down because of it – they want me to have nothing to eat, no home anywhere, no life at all, getting raped by some nazimen, getting caged away in forensic psychiatric wards or jail and so on. They use people like me as cattle.