Venting I fucking hate being a black girl

[sulk]

Okay as much as I love my appearance I hate the hate I get for being a black girl. It literally sucks that the first thing someone notices about me is me being a black girl and not anything else. I can't stand going online and seeing the racism against me just for being black and a woman I can't stand it anymore it makes me so suicidal like I can't stand living anymore yet I still wake up everyday and deal with the same stuff every single day. What's even the point. It's so tiring being a black woman. There's just so many stereotypes against me and I hate it. I know this post is stupid I just had to let it out because I'm so tired. Like I can't stand being considered undesired and other races considered wife material and pretty. Like im cute and attractive but you're not desiring me because of my skin color? I'm so broken

 

[idontknowwhatiam]

Okay as much as I love my appearance I hate the hate I get for being a black girl. It literally sucks that the first thing someone notices about me is me being a black girl and not anything else. I can't stand going online and seeing the racism against me just for being black and a woman I can't stand it anymore it makes me so suicidal like I can't stand living anymore yet I still wake up everyday and deal with the same stuff every single day. What's even the point. It's so tiring being a black woman. There's just so many stereotypes against me and I hate it. I know this post is stupid I just had to let it out because I'm so tired

It's OK.... Let it out... Better than keeping it inside. How can we help?

 

[jojobanana]

girl same. worst fucking existence. and i hate pretending im strong enough to tolerate any of this. i can't. it's unbearable. i've experienced enough racism misogyny rape abuse micro aggression i don't see why life is forced on any of us.

 

[sulk]

It's OK.... Let it out... Better than keeping it inside. How can we help?

I don't know, I mean I wasn't posting this asking for help I was just letting out how I feel :-(

girl same. worst fucking existence. and i hate pretending im strong enough to tolerate any of this. i can't. it's unbearable. i've experienced enough racism misogyny rape abuse micro aggression i don't see why life is forced on any of us.

Literally. And everyone expects us to be strong but I seriously can't like I'm so sensitive it hurts me inside and then I have to laugh it off to cope. All I want is to be treated like a human and I want to be desired and everything but I know that's never going to happen

 

[jojobanana]

I don't know, I mean I wasn't posting this asking for help I was just letting out how I feel :-(

Literally. And everyone expects us to be strong but I seriously can't like I'm so sensitive it hurts me inside and then I have to laugh it off to cope. All I want is to be treated like a human and I want to be desired and everything but I know that's never going to happen

it could still happen for you sis. there's love for everyone

 

[anorexiakilledme]

I'm sorry girl, as a hispanic I had always thought black people were very cool, though I don't live in the US so I missed out on black culture, enjoy it on my behalf! Take care :)