I found the one

[Some place nice]

I never thought that i would live this long. I found what i thought was the love of my life but, when they saw me thay fell out of love with me. I wanted to kill the people that they fell in love with after me, i would've done anything ti keep them for myself and bc of that i hate the person they love. It felt like she took them away from me and i wanted her dead so i decided that they deserve to be happy so i would ctb instead, on the first of the year... But than i found someone, someone that actually wants to spend their life with me. They have picked up the pieces that were shattered they helped me and let me talk about them even tho its thier friend he wanted to slap them for all the pain that they caused me. I love them so much, he didn't believe on soul mates until me and i feel like i found my soul mate too. He saved me and he is just as obsessive as me, he keeps telling me that im stuck with him weather i like it or not and that makes me unbelievably happy when he says that. Im glad we found each other, i wouldnt trade him for anything on the entire world.

 

[TheLastGreySky]

I'm happy for you. Congratulations,

 

[Rack.-]

I never thought that i would live this long. I found what i thought was the love of my life but, when they saw me thay fell out of love with me. I wanted to kill the people that they fell in love with after me, i would've done anything ti keep them for myself and bc of that i hate the person they love. It felt like she took them away from me and i wanted her dead so i decided that they deserve to be happy so i would ctb instead, on the first of the year... But than i found someone, someone that actually wants to spend their life with me. They have picked up the pieces that were shattered they helped me and let me talk about them even tho its thier friend he wanted to slap them for all the pain that they caused me. I love them so much, he didn't believe on soul mates until me and i feel like i found my soul mate too. He saved me and he is just as obsessive as me, he keeps telling me that im stuck with him weather i like it or not and that makes me unbelievably happy when he says that. Im glad we found each other, i wouldnt trade him for anything on the entire world.

That's so nice and I'm so happy for you two!!! It seems as if you couldn't live without each other and like that makes it such a pure way of love!!! Wish I could connect the same way to someone so yeah feel proud cause you are lucky!!! :3
Sending you lots of love and hugs

 

[struggles_inc]

I'm really happy to read that! But please beware of any signs of abuse or manipulation. You sound like someone who would give it all to their loved one and you're just the type abusers love. Hopefully you found yourself in a nurturing and healthy relationship.

 

[raindrops]

I never thought that i would live this long. I found what i thought was the love of my life but, when they saw me thay fell out of love with me. I wanted to kill the people that they fell in love with after me, i would've done anything ti keep them for myself and bc of that i hate the person they love. It felt like she took them away from me and i wanted her dead so i decided that they deserve to be happy so i would ctb instead, on the first of the year... But than i found someone, someone that actually wants to spend their life with me. They have picked up the pieces that were shattered they helped me and let me talk about them even tho its thier friend he wanted to slap them for all the pain that they caused me. I love them so much, he didn't believe on soul mates until me and i feel like i found my soul mate too. He saved me and he is just as obsessive as me, he keeps telling me that im stuck with him weather i like it or not and that makes me unbelievably happy when he says that. Im glad we found each other, i wouldnt trade him for anything on the entire world.

Thank you for this sense of hope. Recently me and my partner broke up, after 15 years. From 15-30. I'm broken inside and I feel the same as you did, so, thank you, thank you for inspiring hope into me.