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P@in

P@in

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Just been to the street Tres Cruces de oro like it's written in the pphb. Most shops turned me down. Found N for very high price at a shop there, when I almost finished the street.
The guy that sold it asked for 1200 soles (320 dollars).
He went out of the shop somewhere to get it, it wasn't in the shop itself.
It's over the counter 100%
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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That method sounds the most peaceful to me, I always wish for it. But anyway I wish you the best.
 
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P@in

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Sep 9, 2023
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That method sounds the most peaceful to me, I always wish for it. But anyway I wish you the best.
Thank you. Now the other problem is how to open the bottles. They are tightly closed by a seal.
 
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P@in

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Thank you. Now the other problem is how to open the bottles. They are tightly closed by a seal.
Found a way to easily open them. I had to go to a drugstore and buy some special scissors.
 
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J&L383

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Jul 18, 2023
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It's good to know it can still be gotten (but just barely, it was at the end of the street!) if you're able to make the trip. Even at that price it's a steal. When it was available for MAID in the United States (probably at least 5 years ago) it was approaching $3,000.
 
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lifeisbutadream

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Oct 4, 2018
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Thank you. Now the other problem is how to open the bottles. They are tightly closed by a seal.


Bottles, plural. 320 each or 2 for 320?
 
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EmpressDean

EmpressDean

Arcanist
Apr 15, 2020
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Do you know what type of N? Sterile or non sterile
 
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Alitaaqua6781

Member
Jan 13, 2025
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Just been to the street Tres Cruces de oro like it's written in the pphb. Most shops turned me down. Found N for very high price at a shop there, when I almost finished the street.
The guy that sold it asked for 1200 soles (320 dollars).
He went out of the shop somewhere to get it, it wasn't in the shop itself.
It's over the counter 100%
Thank you so much I'm flying there soon. It's my third stop but I'm so pleased to read this news. Did you try any other cities or just straight to Cusco?
 
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Carrot

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Feb 25, 2025
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Silly question - you need to inject N into veins, right? Sounds tricky without experience. Not that I'll get N.
 
Michelstaedter

Michelstaedter

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Feb 25, 2025
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Sometimes I wonder how to tell if it's real N or not on sale, something like that... I guess before doing that, one should try a very low dose to see if it's not a fake.
 
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Sometimes I wonder how to tell if it's real N or not on sale, something like that... I guess before doing that, one should try a very low dose to see if it's not a fake.

Going there soon, as per the PPH in Peru they only sell 50 ml bottles (so I guess I will need to buy three bottles)? How many did you purchase for the $320?
His last seen date was the same day of this post. Click his username. I think you know what that means.


RIP OP, Hopefully you helped others with this post as well. Thank you.
 
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Jul 14, 2025
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Getting so hard to find, glad you could!
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,365
Getting so hard to find, glad you could!
Source Gone forever now cause imo cause of many threads like this one

Imo Same for other sources of n in Peru , N from D , many sn sources

I guess people don't realize anybody in the world can see what they post.

If a lot of people stray buying the source all of a sudden they will catch on. In this anti suicide world they will shut down the source

Only way a source lasts as they did for 20 years is if only a trickle of people buy


Example analogy

If u find real gold the metal in some hidden remote cave. Requires a lot of digging to get a little bit of gold . after digging in rock all day you get a couple of thousand dollars worth of pure gold . and u can see more gold stuck in the rock. Would u post that in an op thread here with directions to the cave ? Why ? How long do u think it will last?

the gold example will cause a massive stampede hundreds of people will go there today. And the gold will be gone for u and for anyone in the world forever.
 
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intr0verse

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Good ol' days...

Mex pet
 
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bankai

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Mar 16, 2025
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Silly question - you need to inject N into veins, right? Sounds tricky without experience. Not that I'll get N.
You can just drink it. Simple.Here's an example of a woman drinking it. Very peaceful.

 
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polm

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May 3, 2025
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Wow I thought it said Costco at first :)
if only
 
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Apr 7, 2025
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Good to know its still possible for the rich who can travel to CTB
 
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naookoo128

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Jul 13, 2025
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Example analogy

If u find real gold the metal in some hidden remote cave. Requires a lot of digging to get a little bit of gold . after digging in rock all day you get a couple of thousand dollars worth of pure gold . and u can see more gold stuck in the rock. Would u post that in an op thread here with directions to the cave ? Why ? How long do u think it will last?

the gold example will cause a massive stampede hundreds of people will go there today. And the gold will be gone for u and for anyone in the world forever.
I think I would at least show my friends where the gold is, if they need it. But sooner or later many more will know about it and the gold vein will be exhausted, for sure.
Happens, but at least some people got richhhh đź’€
 
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brokenspirited

brokenspirited

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May 20, 2025
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Just been to the street Tres Cruces de oro like it's written in the pphb. Most shops turned me down. Found N for very high price at a shop there, when I almost finished the street.
The guy that sold it asked for 1200 soles (320 dollars).
He went out of the shop somewhere to get it, it wasn't in the shop itself.
It's over the counter 100%
That method is my dream. N alongside with cyanide is truly the gold standard for CTB. It's so peaceful and quick-acting, relief coming immediately.

May your soul rest in peace.
 
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Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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I think I would at least show my friends where the gold is, if they need it. But sooner or later many more will know about it and the gold vein will be exhausted, for sure.
Happens, but at least some people got richhhh đź’€
N is different. Only a few people got n , some used it now it's gone forever for u me the ones who posted about it if they never bought or used it., and gone forever for all 8 billion people and anyone in the future. That's what posting about it or "helping" someone did.

People didn't realize how info on an internet post can go semi viral. One person can tell 10 or repost the info and so on
 
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naookoo128

naookoo128

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Jul 13, 2025
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N is different. Only a few people got n , some used it now it's gone forever for u me the ones who posted about it if they never bought or used it., and gone forever for all 8 billion people and anyone in the future. That's what posting about it or "helping" someone did.
What makes you think that it will be gone forever? Maybe it is not even gone but you dont know about it, cause nobody posted it here.
And maybe even something better will be found in the future.
 
nya

nya

one day, i am gonna grow wings
Jul 18, 2025
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Silly question - you need to inject N into veins, right? Sounds tricky without experience. Not that I'll get N.
intravenous injections are actually not as difficult as they're made out to be - easiest if you first put on the tourniquet firmly, 5-10cm above the injection site, then you locate a visible and palpable vein, sth like the vena mediana cubiti, palpate it to confirm, desinfect, then insert the canula at a 25-30° angle distally to proximally over the vein into the skin - you can feel once the canula has entered the vein when the resistance gets noticeably lighter, aspirate the syringe a little to make sure you draw non-pulsating blood, then take off the tourniquet, slowly and carefully inject the liquid - stop if it starts to hurt or you can see paraversal swelling - until the syringe is empty - (don't flush, that's a stupid thing quite a few iv drug users do for some reason), then pull it out, immediately press on it with cloth, then put on a plaster and all is yay :3
 
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wyo777

When life is a nightmare...
May 18, 2024
309
Cusco is a city full of tourists as it is closest to Mach Picchu. That means price will be higher cause seller exactly knows what's he risking. Cities like Cusco are full of police and i do not recommend looking for N over there. There is plenty of cities which are not common for tourists. Price is not hight, if this was price for 4 bottles then it means 400 soles for bottle. It is 60 dollars per bottle. Those people are taking huge risk by selling it to foreigners so in my opinion price is not high. Sorry, but it is not a thing where you can try to save.
intravenous injections are actually not as difficult as they're made out to be - easiest if you first put on the tourniquet firmly, 5-10cm above the injection site, then you locate a visible and palpable vein, sth like the vena mediana cubiti, palpate it to confirm, desinfect, then insert the canula at a 25-30° angle distally to proximally over the vein into the skin - you can feel once the canula has entered the vein when the resistance gets noticeably lighter, aspirate the syringe a little to make sure you draw non-pulsating blood, then take off the tourniquet, slowly and carefully inject the liquid - stop if it starts to hurt or you can see paraversal swelling - until the syringe is empty - (don't flush, that's a stupid thing quite a few iv drug users do for some reason), then pull it out, immediately press on it with cloth, then put on a plaster and all is yay :3
There is no need for injection.
Found a way to easily open them. I had to go to a drugstore and buy some special scissors.
I have opened them with normal nail scissors. Cheap ones. You can open it with knife as well. Nothing complicated, do not need any "special" scissors.
What makes you think that it will be gone forever? Maybe it is not even gone but you dont know about it, cause nobody posted it here.
And maybe even something better will be found in the future.
Actually He is correct. Obviously by posting an exact location or phone number You are basicly making source unavailable anymore. You have to understand that this site is constantly being observed by authorities. Beside making source unavailable you are creating a HUGE danger for a source. It is classified as drug class A if police in Peru will find out that seller sold it with knowledge that a foreigner will CTB then he is facing murder charges. It is South America people!!!!!!!! There is no sentemced orders, no community orders, no rich lawyers, there is only hard prison where you will die. So this is what you doing by posting a source. This seller is probably already in prison and his family is without money to live. Those oeople are making huge risk be selling it because they are poor, but you still got issues that is too expensive.....
 
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StupidCat

StupidCat

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Apr 24, 2025
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. It is South America people!!!!!!!! There is no sentemced orders, no community orders, no rich lawyers, there is only hard prison where you will die.
You make it sound like there's no due proceedings here, heh. But I agree, don't come here to die, it just makes it harder for locals to get it. The 19 people that knows.
 
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wyo777

When life is a nightmare...
May 18, 2024
309
You make it sound like there's no due proceedings here, heh. But I agree, don't come here to die, it just makes it harder for locals to get it. The 19 people that knows.
Eh, i did not mean to sound as it is unlawful country, sorry, but if U r local U r aware that law for locwl people is very tough specially if we r talking about drugs or dead tourists. Sorry what You mean by 19?
 
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StupidCat

StupidCat

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Apr 24, 2025
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Eh, i did not mean to sound as it is unlawful country, sorry, but if U r local U r aware that law for locwl people is very tough specially if we r talking about drugs or dead tourists. Sorry what You mean by 19?
It's not considered a dangerous drug afaik, it's sort of a regulated medicine, you need some sort of license to buy it or none at all if you know where to look. What I mean by 19 is that outside from big cities like Lima or Cusco, most people don't know it can be used to die easily. That's why it's not as regulated.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

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love and peace my friend ❤️🕊️
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

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Good to know its still possible for the rich who can travel to CTB
As a poor, i have nothing but SN and other shitty methods, i can only get N in my dream lol.
 
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wyo777

When life is a nightmare...
May 18, 2024
309
It's not considered a dangerous drug afaik, it's sort of a regulated medicine, you need some sort of license to buy it or none at all if you know where to look. What I mean by 19 is that outside from big cities like Lima or Cusco, most people don't know it can be used to die easily. That's why it's not as regulated.
Mate, i have been there, i get it i decide not to use it. I was lucky to have a contact in Lima, but ownestly even without it i would find it. I meet some people in Huacachina who could get it from Ica or Pisco. I agree that is better to look in smaller cities. But it is classified as drug class A at least when they will catch You on airport with that. I was talking a lot with my guy in Lima and according to him if police wiould find a connection betwen dead tourist and him as a supplier then he is facing life in prison. Why would he lie?
 
badatparties

badatparties

Elementalist
Mar 16, 2025
814
Don't post about it here. It will only make it harder for others to get. Delete this and go to the the private suicide discussion. Mods should really regulate this. Authorities are mostly likely watching this place like a hawk.
 
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