Story I found a person I decided to live for

[BridgeJumper]

I am downright miserable with my incurable inner ear condition. Constant vertigo and vomiting from it, wont let me sleep all sounds amplified hearing vibrations in the walls....Leading to diagnosis and after it just spent time on SS chat, drinking, doing drugs and yelling into the void. My family doesnt believe I'm sick. Well, I met a person, he has not only the same ear condition as me, but the same mental illness too! We clicked from day one. Every single thing I went through, regarding my ears, gaslighting medical PTSD, he went through it too. We even want to move in together. I promised him I will live for him. I know I'm supposed to do it for myself, I hate myself tho. But yeah, I'm doing it. I'm throwing away my rope. From that now on, I have a reason. Ill go to the bridge and smoke a cigarette, and tell it 'not today'.

 

[Tonight634]

I'm so happy for you, there is nothing better than when you find someone who understands and relates to your suffering, it's almost like you don't have to carry that weight alone, I hope everything goes well for you two

 

[FuneralCry]

It sounds like you have been through a lot. I'm pleased for you that you have found someone. I wish you the best.

 

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

Cool! It sounds like you met me, I just posted a vertigo topic this morning. You didn't of course, but whatever works. Congrats.

 

[Lone_Gray_Wolf]

Happy to read that you found a reason.

 

[BitterlyAlive_]

I understand how you feel. I'm very happy to hear that you've found someone who really gets you. You've had such a horrible time and deserve something good. Best of luck to you both.

 

[orangepotato]

This only ever happens to females lmao No one ever wants to "save" a guy

 

[motel rooms]

This only ever happens to females lmao No one ever wants to "save" a guy

Are you jealous of OP? Would you like to be that sick?

 

[orangepotato]

Are you jealous of OP? Would you like to be that sick?

I'm just saying that if OP were a guy there's no way in hell he'd find a girl to love her. Guys get no sympathy.

 

[motel rooms]

I'm just saying that if OP were a guy there's no way in hell he'd find a girl to love her. Guys get no sympathy.

OP is not to blame for your problems...

 

[deflationary]

I'm just saying that if OP were a guy there's no way in hell he'd find a girl to love her. Guys get no sympathy.

This is a weird complaint to make when she's saying that the guy is in pretty much the same situation as she is. Seems like the saving is pretty mutual and so this contradicts your point.

 

[Lone_Gray_Wolf]

Those ideas are not related to this, I have seen BridgeJumper around for a long time and she has went through a lot and is nice to see that she got a reason to live for. Let's keep it at that, please.

 

[TriggerHappy]

There's nothing better than mad love :: I wish you both well.



You know it's the place I need
But you got me walking circles like a dog on a lead
And the doctors say I'm crazy, that I'm eight miles thick
I'm like the taste of macaroni on a seafood stick
And you got me switched on, baby, like electric eel
And I'm tight with Axel Foley, that's just how I feel
Like a grapefruit and a magic trick, the prodigal son
I'm walking, I'm walking, I'm walking, I walk so quick

And it just don't mean a thing
We've been waiting far too long
We'll play it out again
This is just my serenade

You're in love with a psycho
You're in love with a psycho
And there's nothing you can do about it
I got you running all around it
You're in love with a psycho
You're in love with a psycho
And there's nothing you can do about it
You never gonna be without it

Jibber jabber at the bargain booze
And reciting Charles Bukowski, I got nothing to lose
And I wait for you to follow me to share my chips
But you're walking, you're walking, you walk, you walk so quick

Nobody's gonna take you there
I stick around for the thousand yard stare
I go to sleep in a duffle bag
I'm never up, never down, down, down, down

Hey, you're in love with a psycho
You're in love with a psycho
And there's nothing you can do about it
I got you running all around it
You're in love with a psycho
You're in love with a psycho
And there's nothing you can do about it
You're never gonna be with--

Maybe this way we'll find a solution
Maybe this way we'll find a solution
But before, to love me you gotta find love

You're in love with a psycho
You're in love with a psycho
And there's nothing you can do about it
I got you running all around it
You're in love with a psycho
Tu amor es muy loco
And there's nothing you can do about it
You never gonna be without it

 

[Link]

Happy for you BridgeJumper, glad you found something worthwhile in this world.

 

[siff]

I feel very happy for you!

 

[RockBot]

This makes me so happy to hear this. It's the best news I've had all day and has made me smile.

High five @BridgeJumper!

All the best to you and for your future together.

 

[iriia]

I feel very happy for you. I wish you the best.

 

[TheHatedOne]

I'm glad you found someone to live for, it must feel like heaven :3. I think I also found someone to live for, but it's uncertain for now, but I'll try to cling on this hope despite my self doubts and my negative thoughts dragging me down. Wishing you the best :D.

 

[waterstrider]

I don't know you but I'm so happy for you. Life's a bitch and if you're physically impaired even more so.
Having someone to lean on when times get rough is the most valuable thing there is.
Hopefully you two will have lots of (joyful) memories to share from here on out.

 

[art]

I wish you the best!

 

[Ashu]

This only ever happens to females lmao No one ever wants to "save" a guy

This is completely untrue, women sacrifice themselves to save men all the time. You can ask me. I met one. She wanted to marry me, to save me. I said yes, and thereby completely destroyed both our lives.

 

[grungeCat]

I am so glad you found someone special! I wish you all the best

 

[Fish Face]

I'm just saying that if OP were a guy there's no way in hell he'd find a girl to love her. Guys get no sympathy.

That is completely not true. I had a friend like that who I loved. I don't feel that I get any sympathy and I am female. Don't hang it on gender.

 

[Rabhen]

I am downright miserable with my incurable inner ear condition. Constant vertigo and vomiting from it, wont let me sleep all sounds amplified hearing vibrations in the walls....Leading to diagnosis and after it just spent time on SS chat, drinking, doing drugs and yelling into the void. My family doesnt believe I'm sick. Well, I met a person, he has not only the same ear condition as me, but the same mental illness too! We clicked from day one. Every single thing I went through, regarding my ears, gaslighting medical PTSD, he went through it too. We even want to move in together. I promised him I will live for him. I know I'm supposed to do it for myself, I hate myself tho. But yeah, I'm doing it. I'm throwing away my rope. From that now on, I have a reason. Ill go to the bridge and smoke a cigarette, and tell it 'not today'.

OMG the ringing in my ears drives me fucking insane! The only way I can sleep is to keep the tv on to drown out the high pitched screaming that has taunted me my entire life.

 

[medjooled11]

This is heart-warming. Don't forget to take time for yourself!

 

[myway2ehighway]

I'm happy for you