Venting I finally started isolating myself

[scenecore fan]

Like the title says, after thinking about it for a very long time, i decided to isolate myself from the world, i am slowly distancing myself from all my friends, irl or online... By far, it has been an awful experience, since I've always been a very social person, the abrupt stop to most communication i had with them has been affecting me, even if most of the attempts at talking with them ended with one sided conversations or by simply being ignored or ghosted, i miss talking to someone about the things that brother me, even if they didn't give a shit...

 

[Orion_1]

May I ask you what brought you to make this decision?

 

[burninghill]

I do this a lot leading up to attempts. It really makes you see who cares and who doesn't.

I'm a very chronically online person but I slowly disappeared for 2 months back in October of last year and nobody batted an eye in my direction. When I came back, everybody was angry. Nobody cared when I opened up about my suicide attempts. Some people just suck.

I'd always miss them, even if I know they don't care. That's why I came back.

 

[apooka]

May I ask you what brought you to make this decision?

probably to prepare to ctb, no?

 

[kuroshimi]

Sorry for you.


I afraid to isolate myself. I really appreciate my internet friends and other strangers because without them my life would be even sadder and I don't know how how my life would have turned out without them. Maybe I just feel lonely.