i finally have a date

[magikalangelmimi]

my original goal was on my 25th birthday, but i decided to change it to a semi-sooner date because i'd like to CTB as soon as possible!!
it's incredibly exciting to me to know someday i won't be here anymore, my shitty family will have to deal with their issues on their own, and i can finally be free from my mind and body
(: is anybody else planning to go in late 2023 as well? if so, i hope for all of us to have a safe and happy journey <3
even if it's not, the same still applies (:
i still have a lot of planning and writing to do but i wanted to share to you guys on here bc even if i don't talk a lot i consider you all friends

 

[FuneralCry]

I don't know when I will finally leave this world. Hopefully I will just peacefully pass away without having to go through the process of ctb, but it's unlikely that would happen. The thought of death is also a relief for me as well. Life does just seem to be endless misery. I hope that you find freedom from your suffering. Best wishes.

 

[Ixadavt]

I work a summer job and a friend's daughter has surgery on Nov. I will house sit for a few days until they bring her home, and it will be close enough to the end of the season that it works out beautifully. Just before the holidays so I won't have to fake my way through that ordeal either. First thing in my life that I can think of come together this nicely.

It's good for you, to know the time. Don't waste it. Do all your writing, or painting, everything...make them all see what they refuse to see now.
You're beautiful, you're life is beautiful, and most importantly it's yours, to do as you please with it, and there is nothing more pure than deciding on an act, and carrying it out, for your own satisfaction, despite what others tell you you're supposed to do.

I didn't do that. I lived fighting for what I was supposed to fight for (to get). Do it this way, they said it works. That didn't work try this, they said so. It's been a waste.
Good on you, good for you.

Peace,
Friend.